heart, mind & soul

Kim Jaejoong's 27th Birthday

2012-01-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

Dear Kim Jaejoong,

Sending you my deepest thoughts and love on your special day.

Keep on going, do what you are best at and what you love the most.

May you always being showered with happiness and success just like how you always wanted.

I can no longer promise to always love you, but you will always be in every of my prayer.

I baked this just for you~ do drop by in my dream so we can eat it together.. ngeee~

Happy 27th Birthday Kim Jaejoong!

(or 26th practically) ~_~

DB5K, Chocolate, Love

2012-01-05T03:13:00.000+08:00

I always get this kind of question..

What is so good about DB5K music? Why do I like it so much?

and this... is my answer~

don't you think so? :)

2 + 0 + 1 + 2 = 5

2012-01-01T03:27:00.001+08:00

my 2012 wish..

I want them..

To be back as ONE.

yes, selfish.. i know~

Happy New Year everyone!

Eternal Love

2011-12-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

Yes, eternal may not exist. But I will try to preserve the love that I have for the five 동방신기 and Cassiopeia until to the longest time. Being able to know this fandom is such a bless. A million thanx to all of you, Red Ocean!

Love,

Lea

Memorable Experience: TVXQ Singapore FanParty

2011-12-08T12:18:00.000+08:00

I am too lazy to write a fanacct. Seriously. Too lazy to think what had happened because I'm still having withdrawal symptoms. But one thing for sure, able to see these two long-legged brothers with my own eyes, was seriously felt like a dream. Up until now, I still can't believe that my wish as a Cassie has been fulfilled -- seeing the five men ~~eventho not at the same time~~ that adore the most in my life in flesh! I consider myself lucky ^^

1st song - MAXIMUM

Awesome! I'm proud that I able to record it calmly. It was seriously challenging with the tight security and refrain myself from squealing.

They introduced themselves, with the famous greeting "DongBangShinKi imnida"~

OH EM GEE!!!!! i finally get to hear that by myself! not thru my laptop or TV or dvd.. that greeting! THAT! I just love my life~

After that they had Ment session where they tried speaking Singlish which similar to Manglish~

MC: So, do you picked up any Singlish?

Changmin: No problem... la? *fans squealing and screaming*

MC: What about Yunho then?

Yunho: Alamak, there's so many fans today. *another round of screaming*

LMAOOO!!! Do you know that both of you are so cute? and that reminds me of JYJ Showcase in Malaysia last October when they learned the word "Laa" and used in in the context " Aku Cinta Padamu laaa" ~_~

Then there were 5 lucky fans asking questions that we all already know the answers and also footage from SMTOWN in Europe. Awesome fans all over the world!

2nd song - HOW CAN I

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ i love this song and listening to it live is loved!! I love how they had improved day by day. Changmin had a fully control over his voice and Yunho's voice is lovely~ (lol! i'm abusing the word love) haha~

While I was recording, there was a part where Changmin was like saying something towards my camera right before i had to stop because of the freaking security. Oh well, maybe it's just the delusional me. ;p

After the song, was a crying session.. LOL! yeah, seriously, the whole stadium cried when the two fanvids were up on the screen. The first fanvid started with a TVXQ concert ticket at Stadium Merdeka, back in 2006. From there I know it was certainly a Malaysian Cassie. Then when the picture of five of them jumping with a sunset background appeared.. thats when I started to tear down.

The second vid was about an invisible guardian angel.. just like how Cassiopeia is~ you could hear sobbing sound echoing in the stadium. OT5 rulezzz!!! oh and the fanboy behind me was bawling! seriously! XD

I think MyTVXQ fanclub will upload the video on 8th Anniversary day.. meaning less than 2 weeks~

Right after the watching the videos, they were asked on their opinions of the videos. I didn't really recall what they said, but one of them said somewhere along the line "are you willing to wait for us?" and they seemed afraid that they will be forgotten.

That moment was even more heartbreaking and the whole stadium was silence for a sec. ㅠ.ㅠ

Must you ask us to wait? We are already waited for more than two years now, and we will keep on waiting and supporting you guys. I know the insecure feeling that they might have. I know it very well~ coz i feel it too..

3rd song - BEFORE U GO

&*ASDFH#W#&!(%GBSI:DHQ@*

yes, that was how i felt. I was sooooo excited! Sexaaay song, sexaaay dance.

and I managed to get that 'slowdown' part on my camera! PUAHAHHAHAHA!

after that song, there should be another Ment session but unfortunately that Miss Translator was MIA. The fans shouted "gwanechana" means "its okay". Nevertheless, our Leadershii still manage to control the situation and he just continue saying whatever it is in Korean. Oh well, we don't need translator to understand each other leadershii~ (cheezy, i know..haha!)

Yunho did say something in Chinese.. I didn't remember, and don't understand. Fara asked me "What did he say?" and I replied with "Chinese". LOL! I just realized my stupid answer when Fara thanked me with a sarcastic tone.. hahaha.. sorry~ ;p

4th song - Medley

The Way U Are, Mirotic and Purple Line... Changmin was pointing at my camera during Mirotic!!!!!

~~Would I be a bad Cassie if I want to hear a recorded version of these three songs by two of them?~~ =/

5th song - RISING SUN

okay, this is another epic song that I would love to hear it live. It may not be by five of them, but that would not change my dream to witness this epic song. It may not be the same as the original, it just has a new feeling.. and I have learned to accept everything that they are offering, appreciate while I can~

6th song - KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN

this was the last song of the day.. sadbeansssss~

It was a disappointment that I didn't record this. The fanchant was awesome! Blame that security, giving me last warning and threaten to confiscate my camera. DEMYUUU! bluekkkkk~

Yunho and Changmin thanked the crowd, promised to come back to Singapore (yah!!!! what about Malaysia??!) and disappeared from the stage~

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So, yeah~ thats all that I can remember. I may left one or two things that had happened and jumbled up the sequence.. but you get the basic idea of the awesome night we had ^^v

Million of thanx to Jassie, Denise, Estee and her friend (I forgot to ask the name ^^;), Manda, Jean and everyone for the memorable day~ Even though the lightstick project didn't turn out as what we had expected, ~~due to the selfish people,~~ but we still succeed :D ILY guys.

Red Ocean FIGHTING!

Syukran Jazilan~

2011-11-14T01:51:00.000+08:00

24 years of life...

thank you Ya Allah for all these years..

for the happiness that you offered,

for the sadness that I encountered,

for the challenges to make me stronger,

for the failures so I would stay humble,

I am grateful to YOU.

Ya Allah, sempurnakanlah imanku,

tinggikan kesabaranku,

moga aku dijauhkan dari sifat mazmumah..

semoga aku menjadi..

hamba Mu yang patuh dan diredhai,

anak yang solehah pada kedua ibu bapaku,

teladan yang baik kepada adik-adik ku,

rakan yang disenangi oleh sahabat-sahabatku.

Once again,

Thank You ALLAH ;)

Ancora Qui

2011-08-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

.....

the promises to be at your side
sorry I had to bury it tight
but please stay a little longer
I don't want to be left in fear

.....

A Sweet Escape

2011-07-28T10:16:00.000+08:00

I always believe

of oneself be in a single relationship

where you pour all your love

show your support

devoted to

and that is how I was

all this while

no matter how painful it was

how hurt I felt

I never want to leave

or maybe I can't

just, at times, I think I need a break

skipping all those dramas

dissimilar opinions

endless bickering

it's exhausting

and I found him...

from day to day

be it his solemness

dorky attitude

his brilliant thoughts

sarcastic remarks

his dazzling looks

plain appearance

he never fail to impress me

sometimes I catch a glimpse

of similarity in both

perhaps

that's the reason I'd drawn towards him

in the first place

this is neither cheating

nor disloyal

he is just

my sweet escape~

MTV WorldStage 2011 : My First and Last

2011-07-25T18:04:00.001+08:00

Others may have fun and an incredible rocking night at MTV WorldStage 2011 @ i-City yesterday. Apparently, not for people who came for Beast (majority of us). Instead of spazzing like a normal fangirl would do after a concert, my friends and I were venting out anger and frustration.

At the early of the concert, VJ Holly and Utt (gile hensem mamat ni dowh!) said somekind like "we came here to have fun, so please cheer for any performance up here". And that was what we did. I'm not a fan of Pop Shuvit. Never had the interest on them honestly, but I cheered and rocking with the music when they were on stage. I think, I like the song where they collaborate with other two rappers.

BEAST

credit: MTV Asia

Second performance was the one that Beast fans and other kpoppers waiting for. They started with their popular song, Shock, followed by Fiction and On Rainy Days. (oh my God! they were singing On Rainy Days flawlessly, gile suke la vocal korang ni!). After that, there probably should be a ment session, but only GiKwang(?) got the chance to introduce himself. There was a clip on the screen while Beast take a break, showing their silly-and-dorkyness. The resume the performance with Special, Soom and Beautiful.

Okay, the description above may seem normal, but the negative aura and hatred were everywhere in the crowd. I was standing beside a guy that seriously doesn't know the word R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Dari awal aku berdiri situ, smpai aku dah tukar tempat dengan Fara sebab tak tahan sangat, and even dah jauh selang dua tiga orang, aku still lagi boleh dengar kutukan die tu. Thought he was the only one was like that, rupanya ramai lagi. RAMAI ye. Aku dah menyelit masuk sampai ke depan pun ada jugak species yang sama. Masalahnya, kpop fans bukan sorang dua je ada kat situ. Belambak-lambak kot~ and yet they were cursing and throwing those hurtful remarks just like we were invisible!

When the clips of Beast at backstage were played on the bigscreen, okay, korang tau je la korean idols ni macam mane kan? perangai gila-gila and as kpoppers, benda tu biasa je la. Tapi, yang lain tak paham benda ni. Shouting they are gay, and whatnot. Ye, da biasa dengar statement tu kan? tapi masih rasa terbakar. And when they showed Beast at the makeup room, lagi hebat la hujan cacian tu. Hello, semua artis yang naik stage memang pakai makeup la bodoh!

I was pretending didn't hear the harsh words and all those boos, blinding my sight with their rude gesture and hypnotizing myself to stay calm and ignore their stare looking at us like we are bunch of disgusting jerks. But it hurts. Until now, it still hurts. We received enough hatred from friends and family that don't understand our interest in jkpop songs. We deal with antis and haters each day in social networking. Our own fandom is already in such a mess, and now you are adding the salt into the wound? Yet people are saying the kpop fans are so defensive. Well, if you are dealing with this kind of thing, being attacked every single day, aren't the defensive attitude will grow in you naturally?

Not just guys, but there were girls too. You may have pretty faces, tapi attitude tak selari dengan muka kau. If you don't like the group, just leave the crowd and comeback again later. Bukan semua datang nak tengok 30STM or Neon Trees! The reason why MTVWS put Kpop group in the lineup is because there's people who likes the music. Kitorg yang datang nak tengok Beast, will leave once their had perform lah! You were hating them, and yet you're standing there showing disrespectful act. Don't you know that the attitude of the fan reflects on their idols?

All those harsh words, i'll just keep it to myself. I'm not trying this to create a war between kpop and non-kpop fans. Cuma rasa terkilan and kecewa dengan manusia macam ni. We can respect you, but why can't you? Bukan ke kita semua datang to have fun? Masing-masing ada pilihan sendiri, so, janganlah treat kitorang ni macam sampah.

To VJ Utt and Holly, Malaysians do know how to have fun, but not all of them know how to respect. This is the last time I go to event yang macam ni. Maybe I should just stay within the kpop community, because I believe we have mutual respect.

p/s: Pop Shuvit and Beast, you roxx!

Beast 1st Fanmeeting Asia Tour Concert

2011-07-03T02:41:00.001+08:00

Anyone went to Beast 1st Fanmeeting Asia Tour Concert last Friday? ME! (^o^ )//

The concert was at Surf Beach, Sunway Lagoon. When I reached Sunway Pyramid at 1630, there were already bunch of people there. Some were expressing their artistry skill on the placards writing their supportive love words, and some were queuing under the hot sun and I decided to join them sun-bathing since I will be in the Rock Zone, which literally mean War Zone. Haha~

Cuaca sangat la panas. And I was alone, sebab Fara datang lepas habis kerja. While waiting, i thought to myself, kalau bawak kipas pun bagus jugak tadi. Tapi bila pikir balik, okay, kipas kau kipas Chang JYJ, kenot. Fine~ then budak depan pakai payung pulak, buat aku pikir, kan best aku bawak payung gak tadi. Ok, still cannot. Sebab payung aku warna merah, siap ade tulisan TVXQ and Cassiopeia dan diserikan lagi dengan chibi TVXQ. Fine lagi~ Banyak benda aku lupe nak bawak. Even camera. Dang it! So, yeah, no pohto for the event. I just took those precious moments mentally.

The gate was opened at 1930, and we leisurely walked to the Surf Beach. Saw some banner of Beast along the way, and planned to snatch one of them but fail. We managed to secure a good spot, at the centre in front of stage, second layer of people. Haha!

The concert started near 2100.. BEAST!!! anda wujud di depan mata saya! since i'm kinda new *ehemm* to this group, so it took me a few minutes to recon them from afar. Tapi lama-lama kenal dah. They are handsome just like you can see in pictures and videos. Plus, they are dorky!

Oh, wait. I honestly have to say this. I started feeling hyper when Progression came up at the stage to perform Shock. Me and Fara were screaming while the people around us was like, "what the.. are u in the right concert?" LOL! maybe people around kitorang x kenal Progression kot, but they are cool okay! Right after that, Beast show their dance ability with Shock and Beautiful. Then, followed with their introduction and ment.

Yoseob paling best masa introduce diri dia. "Hi, nama saya Yoseob imnida dari Beast," HAHAHAHAHHA! Yoseob, anda sangat la comel lagi kreatif! hahaha.. rojak korean malay dah~ and when the MC asked if they knew any Malay words, semua yang dorang cakap adalah makanan. Durian, Sate, Laksa! HAHAHAHAHA!

And honestly, I salute Beast for being such an awesome idols in terms of fanservice. Kalah 2AM masa showcase hari tu. Especially Yoseob. That fan yang dapat pairing dengan dia memang the luckiest fan ever! Peluk, pegang tangan, pats back, bisik-bisik, siap Yoseob tolong kipas lagi. Memang dah macam couple dok dating atas tangga stage dah aku tengok. Penat tekak aku jerit jaelous. Sikit lagi nak gila tengok. hahah~ Dah la dapat handphone as a gift and a polaroid pohto some more after that! Adoyai. Luck bertimpa-timpa. LOL!

Dongwoon pulak, asyik "come here baby" and "ya.. ya" mcm paham Bahasa Malaysia kan..~ you reminds me of Junsu la.. this guy got my attention ever since the concert, because of his silly-ness. Not to forget Doojoon the Leader. Oh yeah, Happy Birthday Doojoon-sshi. ^^

DBSK pun tak macam ni level fanservice dorang tau tak?! Like seriously, DBSK macam takut sangat nak sentuh fans. Maybe they were trained not to do so, kot. Since Cassies were extremely protective over the boys previously, kan? Maybe la. Tapi bagus jugak, tak la aku meroyan jaelous kalau nampak Jaejoong buat camtu kan? ahaks~

I can't really recall the songs that they sang (short term memory blur), but I love when they sang On Rainy Days. I like the song! Been addicted to it lately. Oh, and Fiction was cool too! that penguin choreo dance step <3 The concert end at 2230 and i just realized my little toe was cramp. Maybe next time, if they make a full concert here, I might consider to attend. Next time ambik seated la or VIP (chewah, hebat ke kau nk spend duit, Lea oii~)

They can really sing! Sorry, no offence okay. Not that I look down on them, it's just that, i tend to be a bit picky towards other group other than TVXQ/JYJ. But Beast got my attention now! It is a good sign, right? w00t!

ps: a big thanx to Fara sebab sudi bawak I!

pps: adik aku gabra when I started to spazz more than usual on Beast. Lols~ I'm still the red-blooded-Cassie la~ :)

Tell Me Your Wish

2011-05-02T03:03:00.001+08:00

~~No, this is not related to SNSD. Thank you.~~

Have you ever had a wish come true?

Or wish that there will be a genie popped out from a lamp or something when it's rubbed.

Stupid tale! You gave people like me harapan tau tak? ahaha..

When I was young, cute and innocent (I still am, seriously!) whenever I passed Palace Golden Horses besides the PLUS Highway, I would point and say to my dad, "I want to go there!" Sila imagine saya menuturkannya dengan penuh semangat dan cute sekali~ ^ ^ Each time we passed that hotel, my eyes would lay on that beautiful and grand size building. It's unique.. like a palace. Dah nama pun Palace Golden Horses kan. I even thought it was a palace for real. I said to myself, satu hari nanti aku mesti pegi sini.. musti! and guess what? I had my practical training in that hotel when I did my diploma. Don't even know it was the same place that I want to go so much when I was a kid.

While I did my diploma, I wish that I will get Dean List every semester. Of course, just hoping without any effort won't take you anywhere.. so with some effort, lots of pray and a pinch of luck, I manage to get DL. I also had a thought that I will further study in Degree and must get my Master qualification when I'm 25. I guess I'm on the right track, InsyaAllah. Probably my mother's wish for me to be a lecturer might come true either~ that, we will wait and see, okay mom?

Oh, even in relationship pun aku pernah buat benda ni tau! (bunyi macam buat ape je, kan?)

I mean, usually it will be difficult for me to get close to someone. But my mind will say "nanti mesti aku akan rapat dengan dia ni".. and it worked. The relationship here is in friendship term ye.

And to have a little touch on my favorite topic is my lovely source of inspire, I always wish that one day I would be able to meet them. Like seriously, when I first came into this fandom, I would never imagine I will have the chance to attend their concert or meet them. But, I did! I did! I think I saw a pussycat! LOL! Just need to meet Yunho and Changmin, and my fangirl-wishes will be fulfilled. Somehow I can feel it will be granted, soon :)

I, once, read somewhere about mind power. Even Dato Fazilah Kamsah did mentioned on this. Telling yourself again and again, and move your desire to achieve things that you want (?).. something like that. If I come across the article, I'll share with you. Or maybe you can share with me ^^

To sum up all these babbling on my wishes that came true, I think if I wish and pray so damn hard that one day, me and that warm-hearted-and-charming-man-with-angelic-voice be together, it will come true right? errr, right guys? guys?

this is the after effect of reading this fanaccount <_<

demmit! the one and only time I had a very very close contact with him was..

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..in fanfic. yeah, I know~ I sound pathetic. *sigh*

Fanatik Kpop: Saya Bawa Pengaruh Buruk

2011-04-26T14:42:00.010+08:00

This is a loooong entry..

Anyone read Berita Harian (BH) article last Sunday? For kpop fans, rasanya dah tersebar pun benda ni antara fandom kan? Oh, just a mere reminder, this is another post about my obsession.. oh yes, obsession.. for those yang rasa-rasa cam anti je ngan kpop ni, you can scroll your cursor over a little "x" on the right top of the page and click.. thank you.

The BIAS article can be found here and here. BH already remove from their website.. but hey, kami lebih pantas scan dan sebarkan... haha!

It was a two full-colored-pages... bravo! so, shall we start now? Some of the quotations came from a person who is educated kot! I don't care whatever title or position you are in, if you don't know bout kpop, just shadap!

#1 : "Elak kes bunuh diri akibat obses muzik korea"

Nampak tak kelakarnya di situ? lagi tambah kelakar when they dumped in statistics just to make the article looks legit.

#2: "Negara kita juga tidak terkecuali apabila statistik menunjukkan 7 daripada setiap 100,000 penduduk Malaysia mati melalui cara itu dalam tempoh 15 tahun lalu"

So, mengikut US Census Bureau for July 2005, theres 27.4mil penduduk Malaysia.. approx. 274 suicide cases! soalannya sekarang, semua tu kpop fans ke?? i don't want to touch on this, tapi just say this for once.. Teoh Beng Hock pun kpop fan gak? :x
Hoi! your statistic is not alligned with the title of article. Ni kalau untuk subject Research Methodology ni, dah lama kena sembur dengan panel. Bak kata Dr. Rahmat aku, "hang pi balik baca!"

Dude, kpop fans are not a bunch of fangirls (and fanboys) that are stupid, only know to follow/stalk their idols, wasting time and neglect their studies. Just to give you some clear example, my friends and those who i know.. some are lawyers, pediatrician, financial manager, bank manager, researcher, town planner, designers, works with Proton (not sure her real position though), some are graduates from oversea, studying in pharmacist, hotel management, accounting, bla..bla.. i seriously can't list them all.. those who are still in school, get good grades in their PMR and SPM.. even my sister got straight A's and I grad with 1st class degree and now furthering my Master Degree~ umm, so what is exactly that we were discussing about here? lol!

#3: "...KPop digilai remaja kita kerana ketidakupayaan artis tempatan menempatkan diri sebagai ikon cemerlang dalam karya yang dipaparkan" (P.M Dr. Abu Hassan Hasbullah)

I second the motion, prof! Those who involve in the local industry, if you really care so much about your future, then move your butt and do some market research! Find the reason why JKpop (japanese & korean pop) is so much loved by us.. why we don't mind spending money buying their singles, album, dvd concert, etc.. why we can have so much effort to keep up with THEIR industry even though language barrier might exist.. why? why? don't just sit there and complain.. cakap pang pung pang pung about cetak rompak.. berbuih-buih mulut cam kena sawan nasihat beli yang original.. Nak dibandingkan, terang-terang la JKpop albums more expensive than the local ones.. plus since kpop fans ni semuanya baik hati lagi excellent in streaming stuff, we can easily download all that we want from internet.. but although we download it, WE STILL BUY THE ORIGINAL ONES!

#4 "...boleh memepengaruhi peminat ke arah pengaruh negatif seperti.."

okay, ni aku setuju.. dah nama pun obses.. kita memang digalakkan beserderhana kan? kalau da exceed tu, for sure will have implication to us.. mari kita tengok satu persatu, the negative impact ne?

i) pembaziran apabila berbelanja tanpa had

yes, as for me and some other friends, our expenses towards them like river flow~ tapi we still have limits okay! we just can't help it! those dvds, albums, etc. are so tempting! we bought VIP ticket for an hour showcase worth RM800.. me n my frens fly to Bangkok just to attend their concert.. fly money, fly!

but one thing, we spend OUR OWN money. Money that we earned ourselves. We don't ask our parents, relatives or jual diri nak dapatkan duit tu. Others spend their money to cars, cigarettes, branded items.. and do we care? NO! so why bother and give us that look when we spend on our interest?

ii) pergaulan bebas

HAHAHAHHAHAHA! sumpah aku gelak guling-guling baca statement ni. Memang bebas kitorang nye pergaulan, sampai boleh kenal la friends from Indonesia, Singapore, Thailand, Phillipine, US, Europe, Aussie, dan banyaaaaak lagi! bebas kan kami? dear miss reporter, do you know what pergaulan bebas means? and do you even know who kpoppers are? I can say, 90% of the kpoppers are GIRLS! and NO! we are not lesbian.. but I would turn into one if Jaejoong is a girl.. auwww~

iii) cara pemakaian kurang sopan
are we talking bout the artist or the fans?

artis kita sopan kan? :)

#5 "Pengaruh hiburan korea juga boleh menjadi punca keganasan ..... (omitted)..... gadis 15 tahun mendakwa dirogol rakan bapanya selepas dia diumpan lelaki itu yang menawarkannya menonton filem terbaru Korea"

*sigh* agaknya, kalau she's been offered tengok cerita Twilight at that time, mesti New Moon, Eclipse & Breaking Dawn being banned terus kan? hahaha.. i'm not mocking the girl okay, but c'mon la.. using Korean entertainment as an excuse saying that it will lead to violence? then stop airing those wrestling thingy and no more CSI, NCIS, Criminal Minds, Leverage, bla bla bla.. coz those thing teach us how to be a good criminal and leaving no trace! (okay, i'm not serious when i said on the AXN and FOX tv programs.. I LOVE THOSE! hihi)

You know what miss reporter from BH, your article has been translated and has spread in our online community. To make it sounds more cool, our online community is not only involving kpoppers in Malaysia, but worldwide! lain la macam BH kan, takat-takat Lembah Klang je..

Oh, and another thing that made me very very very disappointed with you, dear reporter.. you didn't mention a single word about the living legends Gods of the East! (that is literally translated from Dong Bang Shin Ki -- just to let you know before you have another stupid thoughts)

p.s: I'm not saying that we, the kpop lovers are perfect dan langsung tak boleh ditegur. Kami ada kelemahan kami sendiri. But if you know nothing about us, it's better for you to leave us alone.

p.p.s: entah kenapa, asal berkait dengan kpop je, mesti salah.. ada je tak kena, kan?

JYJ Worldwide Tour in Bangkok

2011-04-07T15:05:00.012+08:00

credit: farayas

I was thinking to write a fan account for the JYJ Worldwide Tour in Thailand that i attended. But since i can't really recall what had happen clearly, so i pass. Too many things happened in that short period. It was one of the awesome and sweetest memory that I ever had! I'm not gonna write what songs did they performed, bla bla bla.. coz you can check that thru fancams in youtube and theres several people were writing fanacct as well..

Okay, the highlight of the concert (from my perspective)...

1. Kim Jaejoong is the director of the concert - he did his best! thank you Joongie-ah~ a friend asked me, what's the different between their previous concerts with this one..? umm, honestly, I didn't really feel the different, plus it's my first time attending their concert. But from what I know, Junsu and Yoochun felt really comfortable with the stage, lightings and materials of the outfits.. oh, except on the 1st day, there was excessive smoke on the stage for the first song.. but it was improved on the next day ^^

2. Chang Song - Chang means elephant in Thai. Its the 'Elephant Song' that he sang since they are the sponsor of this concert. His voice is sweet and soft, eventho he seemed can't really remember the whole song. He was saved by the fans when they sang along. I only know the part chang chang chang chang.. and after that, i just hummed! haha~

3. Be My Girl Flashmob - everyone when hyper when we do the mass flashmob together. The waves of the Red Ocean look so cool!

4. Yoochun being molested - yes, that's what happened! haha~ during his solo song, I Love You, that four female sexy dancers got their chance.. oh, and Chunnie got his too.. naughty boy! the fangirls went crazy when he placed his hand on the dancer's chest! ekeke~

5. Jaejoong's solo - Still In Love. Probably because of my bias, so i love this song so much. Plus, he also did flirt a lil with the dancers. Nasib baik sikit je tau! and plus, when the his jacket was removed, his back was facing me, and I can see clearly his epic tattoo! DAYUMM! Not that i haven't see that in pictures or video, but hell~ seeing it in front of my eyes, just epic!

6. Untitled Song - Chunnie's rap at amazing speed. But most of all, when he laid down at the sofa in the center of the stage... wooosh~ SEXAYYY! thanx to Yoochun, majority of us suffered from sofa-raping-sydrome.. LOL!

7. Fan project - the most successful project is the yellow light during Fallen Leaves. I was so immersed into the song when it started and didn't realize the surrounding. But when JYJ started to walk around, then i realized the Red Ocean at the middle of the upper sections already changed to yellow. It was so sweet and i felt touched to see that~ Even the song seemed a lil sadder during that time. and i cried.

8. Yoochun's armpit! - ahaha.. ok, please don't get the wrong idea. I, too, dunno what is wrong with me that day. My friends and I had the best spot, that we had aimed on the 1st day. So when JYJ sang Empty Remix and stood right in front of us for the dance break, it was just perfect! Chunnie's armpit was right in front of our eyes! ahaha.. I could understand now, why Leanne was so into it... LOL! and Jaejoongie was so pretty! yes, he is pretty! oh, and I salute Junsu's stamina. He did a perfect handstand tho it was near the end of two hours concert! Junsu jjang!

credit: pingbook
shared by: sharingyoochun.net

9. The four new songs - Boy's Letter, You Are, Get Out and In Heaven. Totally in love the first time i heard those. The fact that they composed these, made me fall for more! In Heaven was the last song they sang and i cried..again. The lyrics just TT__TT ~ yes, i'm not an expert in Korean language, but i do undertsand the chorus part.

After the concert had finished, we still lingered inside the hall, crying. When the message from JYJ saying written in Thai and followed by english translation of 'Miss You Always', i can't hold it anymore. I cried a river. My friends too. As for me, probably because i felt touched that I finally can attend their concert. And when the message in the screen appeared, I, somehow felt so sad. That they are referring that to Thai Fans only. What about us that are from other countries? I felt so unfair that they didn't come to Malaysia.. That they love Thai more. That was my personal feeling at that time. Well, I still cry everytime i remember that moment *sigh*

When those fans chanting DongBangShinKi, me and my friends dragged ourselves out from the concert hall. It was so heartbreaking hearing the chants echoing from every corner of the hall. With every chant, there's hope and pray for them to reunite. I know that sounds cliche and probably by now, the faith has fade away.. but deep inside of every Cassiopeia, i believe that what they still waiting for~

Thank you to Yuu, Fara and Leanne.. being the biggest devils and influenced me to fly to Bangkok attending this concert. I would never ever regret it! Dila, Noly, Min, Jean and Minna.. we had a blast ne! eh nope, double blast! Plus with the meeting of new friends, it was definitely a trip that worth for us~

Kawen Lari

2011-04-01T11:34:00.002+08:00

... and D-Day has arrived ...

double check everything that has been prepared, hope everything will be smooth..

baju nikah, passport, ic, flight tix, and some money.. yup! i guess i'm ready~

tapi hati dup dap dup dap tak boleh blah..

camni rupenye perasaan nk akad nikah ek? hihi..

sayang, do wait for me, okay? ^^

okeh! mari kite kawen lari.. weeeeee~

Ultraman dan Tsunami

2011-03-13T18:31:00.005+08:00

I am sure you guys are aware with the current controversial issue on the caricature in our local newspaper.. bout the tsunami chasing ultraman..

credit: http://ireport.cnn.com/docs/DOC-570978

If the objectives of that cartoon were to attract the attention of the readers and increase the sale, well, they have succeed.. to capture the attention of course, not the sale. I'm not sure bout the sale though.. ye la, orang boleh baca news online je skang, free lak tu.. tak payah keluarkan RM1.50.. ye ke tu harga die? ntah.. tak tahu, aku beli utusan je.. lalalaa~ They even captured attention of non-readers too.. and to make it worse, the cartoon was up on CNN and massive feedback was received. Famous dowh BH!

To most, the caricature was offensive. Yelah, kita tengah bersedih-sedih, kau boleh buat lawak pulak kan. Kalau diri sendiri yang kena, gelak ke kau tengok kartun macam tu? Please be more sensitive. I read on those comments in FB regarding their apology, perghhh~ dasat sehhh! Sampai keluar dari discussion topic pun ada.. sampai ke perkauman la, parti politik la.. tak pasal je korang ni. Yang lagi hebat, ada pulak nak belagak jadi Tuhan, siap nak melaknat sana sini.. Hoih! gile ke gile?

Yes, it was offensive and inappropriate. But they have apologized kot~ pe lagi korang nak? haha.. I am not siding anyone hokayy~ this is just my personal opinion. I am not agreeing with BH coz by now, that issue probably had become a hot issue among those Japanese and the rest of the world. Sikit lagi je kot nak naik kat Trending Topic? haha.. Image negara jugak terjejas. Nanti habis la peluang aku nak kawen ngan Jaejoong sebab dia ingat aku dari negara yang tak sensitive.. Cis!

Tapi kan, I remember i saw cartoon on our local comic few years back, can't recall the name.. tapi, it's about the 11/9 incident.. Dorang lukis, semua superhero kat US tuh, Batman, Superman, Spiderman semualah dok blaming each other coz they don't do their job in protecting the country. Tak pulak kena bash kan? Ke sebab tu terrorist factor, so can be accepted?

Berbalik pada issue kartun ultraman dan tsunami tadi.. We should try to look on the other side of the coin. Maybe that cartoonist tried to convey the message, since this kind of thing mestilah ada message tertentu kan.. macam filem kita jugak yang sarat ngan message la bagai. Handphone ke korang ni? The message might be that even a developed country as Japan could not stop the power of God. Maybe la kan, siapa tahu nawaitu sebenar kartunis and pihak akhbar tersebut. But, we should look on the both and positive sides.

We should look on one thing from different perspectives, then we could get a better picture of it.. What done is done. Maafkanlah kekhilafan dia. Nama pun manusia, tak pernah lari dari buat kesilapan, tapi itu bukannya alasan untuk kita buat silap over and over again. Kesilapan yang dibuat oleh pihak BH not only for them to learn, but for us too! We don't have enough time to experience everything, so we learn from others.

So, jangan la kita memaki hamun, kutuk mengutuk, keji mengeji, hina menghina, err.. apa lagi perkataan yang boleh dimasukkan di sini? tatabahasa saya agak lemah.. ekeke..

Muhasabah diri sendiri sudahhhh~

MyMaster my slave!

2011-02-24T23:49:00.003+08:00

MyMaster ni program kerajaan.

MyMaster merupakan feeder kepada program pembiayaan pengajian di peringkat PhD iaitu MyPhD. Objektif program ini adalah untuk merangsang dan menggalakkan graduan yang berkaliber meneruskan pengajian di peringkat yang lebih tinggi dalam bidang-bidang yang penting selaras dengan agenda pembangunan negara. (https://www.mohe.gov.my/MyBrain15/)

Bukanlah aku ni tak reti bersyukur ke ape. Tapi kalau nak bagi tu, biarlah betul-betul sikit. Jangan bagi misleading information! Kata bagi RM10,000 for coursework mode. So, from what I understand, selepas tolak yuran pengajian selama 3 semester, which is around RM2,000 per semester, ada balance RM4,000 untuk perbelanjaan la kan? Lepas la duit untuk beli buku, notes, dan lain selama setahun lebih tu.

Tapi, bila kawan aku hantar that offer letter, she asked for clarification that stated in the letter, cuma cover yuran pengajian je. SAHAJA. Okay. Fine. Alhamdullilah la kerajaan nak bagi duit untuk cover yuran. At least, tak la beban sangat. Tapi, statement yang best adalah -- yuran pengajian semester pertama yang kitorang bayar sendiri, TIDAK akan diganti. So burn camtu je la. WADDEHEK? Kata cover yuran je. So ape kes lak yuran 1st semester tak dibayar balik?

Bukan main lagi, masa pembentangan budget, sedap hingga menjilat dagu la kau cakap nak encourage people to further in Master and PHD. Korok mu! Kalau macam ni punya encourage, baik tak payah! Kau ingat, buku-buku Master and PHD ni harga dia macam harga novel melayu ke? Cost nak siapkan assignment and research thesis tu murah? Kau tahu tak berapa harga nak print sehelai black and white document? Bayangkan kalau nak print out those journals and articles sebagai rujukan. Masa nak mintak scholarship, kemain lagi procedure dia. Nak itu, nak ini. Nak sampai tiga salinan lak tu. Siap kena matikan setem for each. Buat medical check up lagi.

Malas nak membebel banyak. Pada korang yang ada hati nak further study tu, aku nasihatkan kerja la dulu. Bukan sahaja cari pengalaman, tapi jugak duit! Simpan duit untuk tanggung perbelanjaan korang nanti. Kalau pernah dapat JPA masa degree, try la mintak. Coz JPA just consider taja mereka yang pernah dapat tajaan dari diorang je. Tak payah la diharap sangat pada MyBrain MyMaster ni sangat.

Sorry kerajaanku. Anda kehilangan satu undi. Oppssss~ undi adalah rahsia kan? Haha!

Unrealistic Love

2011-01-13T23:39:00.004+08:00

We are waiting for the final hearing of the lawsuit. I was praying hard that they will win the case. But what happen after that? Sigh. I don’t know. Or maybe I know but I don’t want to think on that? Reading on an entry of journal from a friend, saying that there are 5 stages of grief. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. I have gone through the first four stages and I never had the guts to go the last one. It remains circling around the four stages over and over again.

Honestly, I’m tired and fed up! Most of my friends already choose the sides. I keep on thinking, I should too. And probably it would not be difficult as my bias is on the other side. But hell I can’t! I just can’t… I love all five of them equally, even though mostly I would tend to bias towards one person… but I do love them. Equally. That is how I learned about them - when they are together as five. I am no longer have high hope on they becoming together again, but at least please solve this mess with dignity and professionally.

All these dramas, egoism, so-called pride made all of us in the fandom depressed! Confuse! Whenever I feel like I can’t take it anymore, the thought of leaving the fandom flashing up in front of me. Therefore, I’m trying to find other hobbies, new kind of music, and I even try to turn to other idols/celebrities. Sadly, I fail. I keep on comparing those idols with you. I didn’t get the same feeling and satisfaction listening to others’ songs. Those little things that I saw remind me of you. So, I fail.

People out there might have the thought, they are just celebrities and I should not be so into it as my life is not about them. I would not blame you for having that kind of notion. I have received enough remarks like that, since I started to know them. Just because the person(s) that I love is a celebs, so you guys see it as unrealistic. I can say this feeling is love that I have for them. Yes, love. It is no longer a love between a fan and a singer. They, themselves has crossed that thin line between a fan and a singer. They had made us love them not as a celebrity, but as a person.

Yes, I will leave the fandom that’s for sure. Not now, not tomorrow. But, someday. When the mentioning of your name does not make my heart races, when I’m no longer take a second glance at the sight of your picture, or the beat of your songs won’t make me feel excited… that’s the time I know that I have already move on completely. And I vowed to myself, not to fall for anything or anyone like this again. Ever.

As a fan, I want you to be together… but as a human being, I want you to be happy.

2011 Resolution

2011-01-02T02:04:00.004+08:00

Each year we certainly have our New Year Resolution right?
Tercapai atau tak, tu belakang kira.. lols~

People says, resolution yang kita buat tu, mesti la relevant and achievable..
But what if we have a reso that relevant but (to some people) might not be achievable..
bagaimanakah?

Be the best student/employee, a good daughter/son, berhenti merokok, berhenti bernafas.. err.. extreme sangat plak.. whatever la those reso that we always heard..
No..that will not be mine reso for 2011.. as i am a fan of that group now, i have found my 2011 Resolution! and i will try my best to achieve it! YEAH! (semangat la sangat~)

"I will stop spending money to TVXQ related items"

or should i change it to reduce? XP

Happy Anniversary Honey(s)!

2010-12-25T22:42:00.003+08:00

It has been 7 years..
Do you still remember the first time you met each other?
Do you still remember the first word you said?

In these years..
I have learned how to smile, laugh, cry and love better..
And I would want to learn more and more..from you..

Happy Anniversary to you, you, you, you and you!
7 years and still counting~

I never believe in miracle..
But for some reason, I'm waiting for miracle to happen this time~

I still love you like the day I met you~

Sekali Salah da...

2010-12-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

Tempat Kejadian: di plaza tol Sg.Dua...
Masa: Lewat malam

My beloved father drive slowly menghampiri tol dan penuh yakin turunkan tingkap, kuakan kad touch n go..

Ayahanda: Eh, apasal x mau ni? -touch beberapa kali-
Family yg len: -curious-
Ayahanda: tak boleh detect ke? -hampir nk tekan butang merah-
Aku: Ayah~ dah guna kad Mesra (petronas) memang la tak boleh...
Ayahanda: Eh... laaa.. silap ambik kad rupenye.....

Dan kami pun gelak guling2 dlm kete yg sempit itu..

ayah..ayah... :D

Birthday Present

2010-11-14T17:22:00.003+08:00

can i..
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Can i have him for my birthday present?
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how i wish i can~

JYJ Showcase in Malaysia

2010-10-24T22:54:00.006+08:00

I dont know how to write fan account.. and bcoz I can't remember the details! =_=;
so thats why I just write what i have gone thru for that day, as far as I remember..
and yup, it might be bias to my Jaejoong sometimes XD

:: 17th Oct 2010, Sunday ::

We arrived at the stadium around 8am and there were already lots of people.. most of the were wearing red, of coz.. that situation just made me smile. At around 11am, the album booth was open..and me n frens rushed to grab that Luxury Limited Edition that only had 150 copies on that day! yup.. lucky we got ours! The boys arrived late and the showcase started late than it should be.. but we don't mind. Even hearing them sound-checking while waiting outside the stadium made us spazzing like crazy.

At 3.15pm, that three fine looking young men appeared and it was a hysterically crazy moment with fangirls screams. They are all in black and Jae was sleeveless! w00t! hahaha..

They started with their killer song, Empty. When i first hear Yoochun's voice, I can't believe my ears. The voices that so familiar to my ears that I listen to every day thru laptop, mp3, dvd player, right now I'm hearing it..live? The catchy song really made all of us in the stadium hyper. Redlight stick and red balloons are everywhere! And I can believe that I was in the red ocean.. one of the things that I dream about.

Next, Be My Girl.. owh God~ this song really makes me smile like a mad girl everytime I listen to it. Gile cair tengok live kot! Jaejoong was flirting with the audience with his eyes n smile, and Junsu was doing that body wave.. demmit! Yoochun.. umm, I'm sorry.. I didn't really look at him as Jae locked my eyes at him all the time!

Another catchy song up next was Be The One.. love the dance choreography..
right after that, the host, Serena C came up to the stage while the boys changed their clothes.. Honestly I don't really remember what she talked about.. but she did asked us to shout the boys name one by one.. :D

They showed up.. the theme is kinda like maroon? or is it brown? whatever~ Junsu with that stylo collar outfit.. it suits him much! Yoochun a lil bit formal but deadly smart.. and Jae *sigh* just a simple tshirt can made him look lovely.. ahaha.. bias, i know! ^^v

They talked bout their solo activities.. We all shouted Mozart, Doctor & Lee Soo Joon!
The funny this that Serena asked bout Jae's drama~

Serena: So, when is the drama can be watched by us?
Translator: It's already finish.
Serena: Owh, its finish? So guys, you can just google and search for the drama on the internet.

Serena my dear, we all already watched it and downloaded that.. Some of us even already bought the original DVD that cost RM800+.. duhh!
Nampak sgt la die x tau ape2 pasal fandom ni.. okay, I shouldn't expect that much kan? :P

After that, they sang the theme song for Sungkyukwan Scandal Drama that is air on KBSW now, Chajatta.. you guys should watch that! Yoochun is so dem hot!
We waves the light stick together.. how awesome the scenery during that time!
and the fanchants really works that day.. congrats Cassies!

Ayy Girl was the next song after that.. Jae put on his black jacket.. no need to say more.
Empty remix was the last song they performed.. that song was freakin awesome cool!
We got so hyper n jumping together. But when the song nearly to the end, they climb up the stairs on the stage, stand on the platform that took them down and disappeared.

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sad.. it was so fast! that was the shortest one hour that I ever had!
Me n my frens still can't believe it was already finish.. there was no game session as it supposed to be.. but thank God we still got the photo session with JYJ.

owh..that photo session.. the 30 sec moment that I would never forget..
I got to see them upclose.. not that close.. but yeah..1 meter away is enough to make me feel emotionless..haha

Junsu look so cute and fair, and he's tall too~ just like how you see from the pic.. oh wait.. he was 1000x more cute! Junsu ah~

Jaejoong.. he's like a living doll! so perfect, so flawless! he's a lil bit skinny but muscled up. When I saw him at that moment, I was like.. God, he is alive! he is real?! but is he really a human?! haha.. I seriously can't get my eyes off him.. like seriously! the nickname of Visual Shock really suits him well!

and because I stared at Jae too much, I can only catch a glimpse of Chunnie. But he is fuckin dem handsome too! plus his english is sexayyyyyy~

that 30sec of my life.. the precious moment.. owh and all those gifts for the boys were put at a corner for them to take back.. that was hella lots of gifts! I can't wait to see those boys wear that JYJ shirt! please wear it! please~ (i know they will.. maybe we will get to see in airport pic one day)

then, my fren rushed sending me to bus station.. yeah.. sad to think that I will come back to the normal life.. how I wish I don't have to go back to daily routine..

Owh, I forgot to tell ya.. they came here to promote their new album The Beginning.. and it is an english album..! and please don't make assumption that they already disband from TVXQ.. coz they still are TVXQ, it is just they are on hiatus for the group activity!

I know there were some news bout them in our local newspaper, but please don't believe 100% of whats written.. it's seriously not true dude! Some of our local reporters/journalists/whatever are seriously lazy and do copy paste work.. now, thats the truth! XP

daaa~

Ups and Downs

2010-10-06T22:54:00.003+08:00

workload are getting heavier~ but I would not complain for that.. except that.. the office politics are making me uncomfortable *sigh* bertahan lea! i guess, the thing that people always miss bout student's life is the ample time that we have, kan?

JYJ is coming to town!!! yes! yes! that JYJ..! that jaejoong, yoochun and junsu! the one that i have been watching few years.. and guess what? i bought the VIP tix.. priceless~ just hope that I wont be dead seeing him in person.. :P oh God.. just 11 days to go.. nervous! *cm nk kua first date lak*

catch you guys nex time! XD

Derita Tanpa... Handphone

2010-09-16T21:50:00.004+08:00

Tak boleh blah kan title? tapi memang terseksa dowh~

Ok, so how many of us that still using public phone?

Do you even still remember how to use it?

You might find my questions are odd, but, hey i'm serious~

I left my phone at home today.. i just realized it when i was in the bus, reaching my pocket to hear my mp3.. it wasn't there.. kecewa okay~

and so, terpaksalah aku tadah telinga dengar Suria FM.. the one hour journey seemed like forever! it was the same on the way back.. serik weh..

when i reached Seremban after work, since i have no handphone, I using public phone to inform my mom to fetch me..

I was practically reading the instructions on how to use it! sengal kan? :p
I can't remember the last time i've been using that.. and thank God those phones are still exist.. if not, agaknye aku kena tangkap burung merpati la suruh hantar pesanan.. cam ade pulak la kan merpati kat Terminal 1 tuh..

So lesson for today, never ever forget your handphone or mp3 if you don't want to suffer..
even if the driver tuned to Fly.fm or Era.fm, i could still survive.. lols XD

Selamat Hari Raya & Happy Malaysia Day everyone!

Silent Treatment

2010-08-06T22:45:00.003+08:00

A promise is meant to be broken... is it true?

Sometimes I feel like i'm giving too much in a thing called friendship..
To be honest, I was quite disappointed..
So for the time being, I'm sorry if I just ignore your messages or calls..
Coz I'm seriously hurt.. hurt to the fact it is such a burden to reply my text..
Just reply that "you can't" that's enough for me..
Probably since we are seldom hangout together, so the things that we shared once, seems so blurred..
Or might be we all have our own life now.. thus the chemistry that we built, slowly disappear..

To you, my deary friends.. (you know who you are~)
If ever you read this.. I would say sorry as I would be ignorant to you for quite a while..

No, I am not being childish.. I'm just.......... hurt~

L.O.V.E

2010-07-25T22:51:00.003+08:00

"The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned"
(William Somerset Mauqham)

If I was going to hurt and bleed by you..
I will never complain..
If I was going to be left and abandon by you..
I will never regret..
...
Because it is you that make it worthwhile..

New Path in Life

2010-06-13T00:10:00.004+08:00

Gosh... i havent been here for so long~ siap bersawang dah blog aku..

but first of all... i have to say this...
Congrats to South Korea.. Chukhae! \(^___^)/
dae han min guk! *pap pap pap pap pap*
hopefully next round would be better.. lols.. i even went to Ampang juz to join the Saranghaeyo Korea Club (SKC) event.. redah je dude~ tak pikir ape dah.. semangat nye pasal.. luckily my parents didnt have any objection.. ahaha.. XD i seriously never watch World Cup and so this is my first time :D

Orite.. hmm... the new chapter in my life~ where should i start? i have started working in KL.. in JW Marriott to be exact as travel sales consultant in YTL Travel Center.. i havent started my real work yet as im still in the training.. need to memorize all those details of the resort properties that theyhave and the packages since i wil be upselling those to the guests..
sometimes i still feel like in the university since i had to write notes and remember all those.. mcm nk amek exam lak.. ahahha.. i also started to like my job.. working in travel center is one of what i want to do.. and im happy that it seems like im on the right track..(eventho working in hotel line is not an option for me before) :P

So, currently im back and forth from Seremban to KL.. yes.. everyday traveling using the komuter and monorail is just such a challenge.. you couldnt even imagine what i have gone through..
guess what, few days ago, the komuter was stuck in between the Seputeh & Mid Valley station for 1 and half hour~ for the first 30mins, the air-cond was shut down and we hardly get air.. 3 people were faint.. -___-
but wait..u need to know the most interesting part.. after get stranded in that stupid komuter, then we finally had to jump out from the train and walked to the Mid Valley station.. yes.. yes. walked.. as if walking on the railway track which meant the train should the only one who use it..
but at that time, the few hundreds of people had to walk.. sengal! aku bayar tau tak! tak guna la buat ladies coach ke hapa ke, kalau enjin still gune enjin vespa zaman sebelum merdeka weh..

and guess again.. guess la.. nk tunggu aku bitau gak..haishh.. ahahaha~ XD
the next day, the monorail had some problem since 4pm so when i got back from work at 6pm, i cant go back!! damn!!! at that time, im soooooo hating the Malaysian transportation system.. we will not be able to be a develop country if we dont improve that important factor yo~ public transport kan salah satu nadi dlm pembangunan negara.. salah satu elemen dlm pelancongan gak.. dah tu.. tak reti2 nk upgrade? duhhh~

dah..stress aku cerita benda-benda mcm ni.. change topic :)

owh.. we had our Fangirl Trip to Saipan... err.. i mean, PD.. ^^v
we had so much fun.. lols.. hanging out with fellow cassies, when it never be fun? tihihi..
3days and 2 nights endless spazzing plus enjoying the holiday.. man, it was heaven!
heres one of the pics.. we had thousand..okay tipu.. hundreds of pics.. so, takkan nak letak kat sni kot kan.. :D btw (for those who cant read Hangul.. ahaha) the word written by me, is Cassiopeia ^^

well, i think thats all for now.. i just summarized for these past few weeks.. lols summarized.. sounds like english class ne? okie dokie.. got to go for now.. sleepy like hell! see ya dearies..
hugs and loves~ XD

Dream Comes True!

2010-05-17T16:39:00.005+08:00

::hana::

went to TohoFair.. felt a bit disappointed coz theres not much left.. everything was sold out.. i shud have expected that.. its tohoshinki for god sake! LOLs~
i didnt buy anything tho.. just take a few pics and already had the thought in kidnapping the giant AKTF poster in the Kinokuniya.. Jo, i beg you...please lemme have that! hahaha..

::dul::

we then took a cab to KL LIVE.. there was not many people..like only half of the hall, but for a non-publicize event, that was a good turn up.. lols, even with that amount of crowd, was sure enough to make it awesome! owh i forgot to mention.. it was Korea Wave Contest held there~
and you know what.. i felt very different went i was there.. coz everyone is just the same as me.. share the same interest, love, passion~ felt belonged! XD
our intention to go to the Competition was bcoz we wanna see Progression performance! Gawd! its like dream comes true when i saw them dancing live! ahaha..
and i even took a pic with the jaejoong-wannabe! he's hair, outfit, necklace, the way he carried his bag and even his pose for the pic are so much resemble my joongie! he's name is Joel.. ahaha.. still starting with J~ ^^
i dont know how overexcited i will be if i see the real DBSK.. ahahhaah!

with Joel a.k.a Jaejoong wannabe ^^v

::set::

we took monorail to Bukit Bintang and walked to Pavillion.. well, we just hang out at the foodcourt in Pavi, took a break and recharged energy.. well, 2hours of spazzing, squealing and screaming were really exhausting.. :)
but to tell you the truth.. i hate..ok, not hate.. umm.. dislike maybe? yeah.. dislike being around that BB area.. crowded with all the underaged people~ wearing i dont know if i can call that a fashion.. owh please.. that is so not my world there!

::net::

i have uploaded some of the performance from the Korea Wave Contest in KL LIVE.. there were 2 performances that i didnt upload since it would turn people to deaf~ XP
ahahah.. screaming like crazy there especially when they dance to dbsk songs! ahhaha.. bias, i know -___-"
and umm.. 3 group performances and 2 single performances that i didnt record coz im saving the space for my fav grup..tihihi.. OMG! thats many ne? i hope i can re upload those if i get the permission from a friend that have the performances.. anyhow...

feel free to visit my yt channel :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/chechoki

take care n see ya!

The End

2010-05-09T20:28:00.005+08:00

OMGS!! there's soooo many things i wanna write...
feel very very happy today since my exam just ended.. weeeeeeee~
me n my classmates even lepak-ing at McD for a small birthday bash..
happy birthday to Adlina, Azim and Andie :D

it felt so relieved and relax since there will be no more classes, no more assignments, no more tests, exams..bla..bla.. insyaAllah, i will grad on time, hopefully~
(but need to search a job now..im not ready entering the adult's world) -____-"

owhhhh and i wanna wish HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to all moms in the world~
especially to my beloved mom.. Puan Salmi Mahmod!
this phrase might be cliche..but truly..

I LOVE YOU MOM! YOU ARE THE BEST!

thank you for your understanding..

thank you for all your love, patient, sacrifice, and everything for me~

thank you for your support.. not only for my studies, life.. but also for my costly-interest :)

---------------

*change to fangirl mode*

have you guys watch Intoxication by Junsu? omg! that song is very addictive..
it is such a sexy song and even sexier if you read the translation of the lyrics~ puahahaha >:]
you guys shud check it out man~ ^^

and jae's drama -- Sunao Ni Narenakute has already in Ep4! gawd...! he is so innocent and naive in that drama.. i love the new side that he brought in it.. very very very different from the handsome charismatic cool and hot jaejoong.. ahhaha... over praising? I DONT CARE! ahahah XD

owh, plus the verdict for their lawsuit will be out this end of month..
and im hoping for a good settlement and ending to all this drama..
(tho actually im hoping for them to be together forever~ but if the destiny has marked their fate of would not to, i shall accept that even the pain will be like forever~)

*crosses fingers, prays hard and waiting with hope*

Always Keep The Faith~

Battle Field

2010-04-24T13:19:00.005+08:00

Exam is just around da corner~ corner mende.. sok je kot! ^__^v

and yet.. i still havent finish studying.. too much distraction :P

(jangan memain Lea, da last sem ni kot.. nk jadik cm sem lepas ke? TAK NAKKK!!!!!!!! dah tu?? gi study cepat!!)

but first.. lets look on the check list, shall we? ^^

Hotel System Management - 25th April 2010
Tourism Quality Management - 28th April 2010 <-- killer paper! me die~ x_x
Hospitality Strategic Management - 06th May 2010
Sustainable Tourism - 09th May 2010

Anywho~ Good Luck for those who will also be on the battle field..

행운을 빌어요!! Ganbatte Kudasai! (dunno how to write in japanese :P )

*drag self to study*

Don't Say Goodbye

2010-04-15T01:53:00.006+08:00

If i was given the chance to choose..

You know i would want you to stay..

But if you really have to leave..

Then at least please bid farewell to me..

I promise i will endure all the pain..

As long as the happiness are yours~

i don't remember how i live before i met you.. but it certainly will be difficult for me to live without you~

Dear Lord, please give me the strength to get through this and survive till the end.. AKTF~

A Piece of Memory part 2

2010-04-13T14:59:00.007+08:00

Hallo! Hallo! Catch! Catch! Hallo! Hallo!

lols..sorry~ got too carried away with Kara's song.. ehehe ^^v

ok..cut the crap and just straight to the point.. on April 5th (Monday) we, those final semester students of Hotel & Tourism Management Faculty had a Pre-Graduation Dinner. it was held in Concorde Hotel, Shah Alam and the theme was Glitter & Roses.. Cheesy rite? i know -__-" its not me who came up with that idea.. *sigh*

Anywho.. overall that i can say for the dinner, it was just okay. The Chinese Set that we had for the dinner was good.. i like the Shark Fin and Crab soup.. (no, its not the real shark fin.. :P )

But the thing that kinda spoil the mood was, the management.. Gawd~ they dont even know how to arrange the table properly according to number of pax? I know there was a last minute reservation on the table, but dont they should overcome it before they let us came in to the hall? duhhh!

Plus, the presentation of the slide shows.. oh man~ I can do 10 times better than that! they just cut here n there, ikut suke hati je.. and even show us SHOCAM slides show? weh, we are not interested on SHOCAM la.. come on~

I cant help in comparing towards MPG (Malam Pra Graduan) or, we called that as MAPRA in UiTM Dungun.. we dont have to wear sexy outfits, or being forced to pay and go.. or no fancy theme as in here.. but it was more fun.. and more organized ^^b

orite~ i should stop nagging and complaining.. its not cool~ :P

here's a pic of me and Andie.. the rest.. well, you can check my FB.. i dont take much pitcha.. dunno why :P

*****

Now.. let me take you, and share the happiness that exist in the Dong Bang Heaven.. Shall we?
*skipping happily to the DB World*

Remember the Slumber Party that i've told you before? Well..well..

gelap kan gambar? it's ok.. that's our intention.. focusing more to the boys...ahahha

credits: farayas@tohosomnia

7 of us, watched 7 concerts back-to-back on BIG SCREEN! *w00t* (or shud i say, wall? lols)
we brought a lot of foods and snacks.. and eventho with more than dozen of water bottles, it was not enough~ ahahaha..
all of us were sleepy, tired and had sore throats.. but...
It was full of fun! we talked, we teased, we spazzed, we laughed.. and we cried too~
I am so gonna do it all over again!

Owh, and another thing that i like is.. when all of us get together, we could hear different songs coming from the phone rings and messages~ and, all the tones are DBSK's or even JKsongs.. LOLOL!

Getting to know these people over the internet, and making them as a friend in real life is just awesome.. this is one of the reason why i love the boys ^__^

p/s: the place of the Slumber Party took place can not be revealed for some reasons.. ahahha XD

Unstoppable

2010-04-05T02:20:00.006+08:00

***another so-called poem by me***

Yesterday, it stroke again

The familiar tsunami of pain

Heart stumble when it came

Tears showered like the rain

Most of us were dreadfully down

But we still keep it calm

Coz we always have each other

And we will keep the faith forever

Sorry if it's a burden for you

But I know we can make it through

So let's hold the hands tight

Amass the spirit and FIGHT!

♪♫♪ I keep praying don't forget it
Baby we keep the faith eternally ♪♫♪ - Break Out by TVXQ

Internet Speed

2010-04-03T15:40:00.007+08:00

Annyong yeorobun ^^

So as of today, I was doing my Independent Study a.k.a mini thesis related something on the internet, I found this one.. well, actually one of my friends did mentioned on this.. so, maybe it's not very new..

***please click on the image to enlarge***

Source: http://www.speedtest.net/global.php#0

see at our current ranking.. ni kalau time sekolah dulu ni, mmg masuk kelas bawah la ni.. hahaha.. kiddin'~ and Korea topped the chart for download speed.. yahh! this is one of the reason why I wanna live in Korea.. AHAHAHAHA! ^^ *berangan la kau Lea! dushh!*

Seriously, I never heard the name of Andorra country.. nice name, some sort like in the fiction movie ne? So, I googled over that Andorra.. and here's what I got from Wiki~

Andorra /ænˈdɒrə/ (help·info), officially the Principality of Andorra (Catalan: Principat d'Andorra), also called the Principality of the Valleys of Andorra,^[5] is a small country in southwestern Europe, located in the eastern Pyrenees mountains and bordered by Spain and France. It is the sixth smallest nation in Europe having an area of 468 km² (181 sq mi) and an estimated population of 83,888 in 2009.

One of the smallest nation in Europe with less than 100k of population beats Malaysia, which is definitely bigger and more population number? WTH? =.="

what ever it is.. since our government will be launching HSBB, so, we just wait and see.. and I hope it would be extend to other areas too.. ;)

***please click on the image to enlarge***

Wowwezrz!~ in order to get the same level of downloading speed as in Korea, it would cost RM250 a month! Ok, thats it! I'm sooo wanna live in Korea.. I'm going to apply for visa, or whatever it is.. see ya later, ne? *dushhh! perasan lagi* -___-

tag weh~

2010-03-27T15:50:00.004+08:00

gile ah~ da lame x wat benda2 tag neh..
so, sempena hari Sabtu ni, and mood rajin (nak wat bnda tag, bukan nk stadi) therefore, i present to you this tag thingy.. been tagged by Rita..huhu~ thanx rita ^^

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag five people including the person who tagged you. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real.. nothing made up! IF the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

**my initial > L **

What is your name : LEA

A four Letter Word : LAZY :P

A boy's Name : Jaejoong.. *smack head* okay..its not started with L.. hmmm.. LUTFI (ntah sape2 je aku letak)

A girl's Name : LEANNE (lols..she must be proud if she sees this..ahaha)

An occupation : LOYAL LOVER.. (that can b consider as occupation rite?)

A color : LILAC

Something you'll wear : LONGSLEEVES AKTF TSHIRT! wuhuuuu~

A type of food : LAKSA!! yum! yum!

Something found in the bathroom : LAMP

A place : LANGKAWI.. i wanna go again~

A reason for being late : LANTAK AH! ahahhaha...

Something you'd shout : LOVE U JOONGIE! ahahahaha..

A movie title : LOVE STORY IN HARVARD.. eh, i think this is drama la..

Something you drink : LILO.. (ahahha..it shud be milo..ahahha)

A musical group : -iono la-

An animal : LEOPARD~ aummmmm! (is that how it sounds? lols)

A type of car : LEXUS~ used to be Yoochun's car *w00t*

A type of fruit : LYCHEE

Next 5 person are :

i dont care if it still should be start with L.. i just wanna tagged them.. ahahah! XD

.:: Nad Kimchi ::.

.:: Yumme ::.

.:: Cik Nurul ::.

.:: Lynneza ::.

.:: Fatin Alia ::.

ha, pe lagi.. wat ah tag ni..padan muka.. ahhahaah >:]

+ Please Stop Time +

2010-03-22T00:34:00.004+08:00

By: Tohoshinki/TVXQ/DBSK/TVfXQ
Credits : SM Ent & TVXQ

As if being hurry
constellations of the summer
will incline to the valley of the buildings and hide
the days that passed by us
there are times we feel like to cry over little things
although that restaurant which you
wanted to go before is already gone
everyday the two of us
we believed that our love will never end

i want to stop the time
and i want to be by your side forever
to the sky i looked up, and made a wish
while connecting the shiny stars, one by one
but i ended up looking for your shape

i couldn't tell you that
i love you smoothly and
our young love quivered at the beach
our eyes awkwardly meet
the feeling that we had at that moment
was too precious to even to blink
although the promises we wrote on the sand
disappears immediately by the crashing waves
at that time
we believed that our love will never change

i want to stop the time
and i want to be by your side forever
i want to embrace you even more, ooh~
while remembering every single things about you
i had faith in only one eternity

i want to stop the time
and i want to be by your side forever
to the sky i looked up, and made a wish
while connecting the shiny stars, one by one
but i ended up looking for your shape

i want to stop the time
and i want to be by your side forever
i want to embrace you even more, ooh~
while remembering every single things about you
i had faith in only one eternity

*** somehow, the lyrics kinda connected to us ne? the constellation, faith, eternity~ i miss them.. :(

Malaysian Cassiopeia MeetUp

2010-03-14T23:48:00.013+08:00

Maybe I can just say, the Tohosomniac Meeting since only cassies from TS are involved plus a new friend (who is also DBSK lover) *wink wink*

Eh, did i ever told you guys this is the 2nd meeting? We had our first spazzing session in Secret Recipe KLCC on last Chinese New Year.. even though we were just met, but seriously, we don't feel ackward at all! We just blend with each other naturally.. for sure because we had one thing in common that bond us together-it's DBSK!

So, this 2nd meeting up was also in KLCC.. but we chose to have korean mood this time.. Koryo Won was lucky to be the chosen one as our place for that day.. haha.. it is located at the same level as Kinokuniya, opposite a Vietnamese Restaurant..

The decor in the Koryo Won is simple and authentic. We ordered a lot of food for our lunch. When i say a lot, i really mean A LOT.

i told ya (^__^)v

We had bibimbap, pajeon, ojingeo bokkeum, galbi.. they gave us 6 banchan (side dishes) for each table which we can refill that.. there's also kimchi jjigae, and the taste is better than the one in Mid Valley.

I recommend you to share the bibimbap because you would not be able to handle alone with that portion.. the pajeon~ ermm.. i can say that it had the taste like a cucur udang, but of coz la more delicious than that.. hoho..

**mianhae for the not-so-clear food pics as i took it using my handphone***

Ojingeo bokkeum a.k.a fried squid, not bad too.. the spicy taste in the gravy just like ddubokgi is loved. Oh and galbi.. emmmm~ that is the most thing that we all love so much. The meat is tender, juicy and sweet. The way to eat is, you wrap the meat in lettuce, and put some appropriate dip together with sliced garlic. Seriously, you shouldn't left out this dish if you are in Korean restaurant! it is a MUST! ^^

ojingeo bokkeum (sotong masak merah bak kata fara..lols)

They gave us watermelon as the desert and we grab some candies on the way we walked out from that restaurant.. The service was good and satisfying. Eventho the price of the food kinda expensive, but it's worth it! I dunno why this restaurant always get negative reviews.. (from what i read in blogs, etc.) whatever~

After that, according to our initial plan, we would like to watch Alice in Wonderland. But since the line at the cinema is like you are lining up for pilihanraya, so we canceled that.. (cam la aku penah mgundi lak, kan? ahahhaa) so we end up taking photos which will be use for a project related to DBSK of coz :P

from top left : aina, yuulina, joanne, fara
below left : lea, mas, leanne

There will be something ps-ed on that colorful papers~ I'm anticipating the result of it as Fara who the one incharged on that.. i bet it would be awesome, not only because she is a good photographer and PS-er, but the models are also cute.. muahahahhahahahah~ *gets bricked*

Next stop, we went to San Francisco Coffee and hang out there for hours~ just like the last meeting, we did it again.. spazzing till our throats hurt.. we also took that opportunity browsing Fara's magazines.. drooling over our hot guys in that.. :P

It was so much fun and we were fulled till night for having that glorious lunch.. we are planning to have our next meet up on May.. and this time, it will be a Slumber Party and Concert Marathon.. and not only Malaysian Cassies will involve, but some Indonesian, Singaporean and Phillipines Cassies will be there too!!

wooosh~ just by imagining spending the night with fellow Cassies and watching 7 concerts of the boys back-to-back, having endless spazzing time- makes me feel so excited! Only one thing left is, i had to pray hard that i won't have exam on that two days! Please dear GOD!

Ok, i should be sleeping coz gonna wake up early for another fun Monday activity, with my classmates~ picnic and BBQ! :w00t:

Happy White Day everyone! ^_^v

Am I Selfish?

2010-03-08T02:38:00.002+08:00

I miss you, my thoughts are always with you,
from the bottom of my heart..
Find me, and i'll be there for you~
(With All My Heart, Tohoshinki)

...

I am.. seriously.. desperately.. freakingly.. jaelous~

why?

because of this reason ...

-Super Junior SS2 Malaysia Promo-

judging from the title of that link, you know what is it, right?

and yes, let me say it again.. I AM JAELOUS!

because i didn't get the chance to go to the concert..? NO!

i felt that way coz my greedy selfish thought..

that want them *pointing to the giant poster on table* to come here, Malaysia! *sigh*

i realized that i'm being such a jerk and selfish fan..

but i'm sorry, coz sometimes, i can't help it~

mianhae..

i will wait for the day when miracle finally decided to show itself one day pouring its magical power on the Gods of the East..

The day when the 5 constellations that forms a Cassiopeia, and Red Ocean finally meets at the far end of the horizon~

Niyang Rapik .. merapik?

2010-03-05T16:49:00.006+08:00

Anyone has watched Niyang Rapik?

well, i just did last night.. nope2.. it is not korean movie, it's a local horror movie directed by Ahmad Idham.. hahaha.. (bcoz some of my friends assuming that i only watch anything korean/japanese..motif? -.-)

Honestly speaking, i didn't know who are the casts of the movie.. <_< lame, i know~ and i went to watch that just because i'm accompanying my friend that went out with her bf~ well, she asked me to, hokayyyy... bknnye aku nk kacau daun -__-"

anywho~ the starting of the movie was cool~ with that chanting from the bomoh, wooden voodoo doll, blood, fighting against Ustaz that trying to cease the Satan whatsoeva.. and as i watch thru that, i could say that it is interesting to watch.. not that scary, but just nice..

i like the friendship bonding being portrayed by those 5 guys.. especially Saiful (Zed Zaidi).. i mean, the way he brought his character like a leader, in charge on everything, showing his bravery and care bout his friends are just so sweet~ (reminds me of leader-sshi tho..)

While Shaheizy Sam as Zan, not Mahzan eh~ ahahhaa.. he is seriously funny.. i have to admit that i seldom watch Malay drama, movies, etc. and usually this guy plays the role as someone serious, casanova or what not.. but in this movie, he is just plain funny.. with those correct timing of punch lines and face expression.. i didn't watch Adnan Sempit which people said he is funny in there too.. so, i like his character in here :D

Watching the act of Kamal Adli, i must say that he is good and improving.. coz i don't really like when he was in Impian Illyana and hosting some Sony Camera show~ (which i don't watch both of it..ahahah :P) but in that movie, he looked natural.. thumbs up!

Not to forget, those two actors, Awal Ashaari and Fizz Fairuz~ well, we know they can act, no further explanation needed.. and Awal looked so cute and stylo in there! muahahaha ^^
owh~ and you know what, the spelling of Niyang Rapik in Jawi at the jetty is just plain wrong! muahahaha...

Credits to Aina's bf as he treat us last nite.. kalo gune duet sndri, xde makne lak aku nk tgk..muahaha~

= Girls' Out =

2010-02-06T14:17:00.013+08:00

Bowling time bebeh!!!

my mood doesn't feel so good last friday.. i mean, i felt like i need to get out..have fun.. so i planned to bowl alone coz my suggestion dont really get a good response from my housemates..
i dont care.. i can bowl alone.. used to that before.. but i would never watch movies or eating out alone.. never man~ that would be boring..~

anywho, suddenly aina n umme agreed to accompany me.. so we headed to Sunway Pyramid.. (boring la asyik men kat PAS je kan.. new environment, new experience.. len sket pemandangan utk cuci2 mate *wink wink*)

getting ready to win~ ahaha ^^

that was my 1st time played there.. the Mega Lanes is mega! ahahha.. it has 48 lanes if i'm not mistaken.. not many people were there when we came.. prolly coz it was Friday n still office hour~ owh..not forget to mention.. next to our lane, there was a couple that was sooooo fuckin annoying.. hugging and touching everywhere! i know she's your girl and he's your boy, but you don't have to show your love too much in public.. in fact, you are a Muslim! duhh~
(kalau ikutkan mulut aku yg x berapa nk sopan nih, mau je aku sound.. get a room la! mcm ko sorg je ade couple?! PDA sucks~)

whateva.. luckily they left not long after that.. (men satu game, dok stu berejam..mne x nye, skali baling, peluk sini.. skali baling sentuh sane.. bluekkkk~) okay2.. enough Lea.. dont be too emo hokayyy~ lets continue your story ^^

rite~ next, we went to some window shopping.. well, umme did bought some blouse.. maybe i could borrow that later, my dear? ekekekek... and next, what else.. eating time! ahaha.. but it was dem difficult and dilemma in choosing place to eat.. from malay cuisine to korean to vietnamese, indonesian and wetern food.. lastly, we decided to try japanese food in Mr. Teppanyaki..

Umme chose Chicken Teppanyaki and Aina ate Fish Teppanyaki.. and i decided to try Beef Terriyaki Bento.. the taste is not that bad.. the beef is okay, and so with the rice.. and the most that i like was the side dish in it.. salad with thousand island as the dressing.. ahahha.. western food is loved dude~

Beef Teppanyaki~ tp Umme x makan pun taugeh tuh.. len kali mntak w/out taugeh la umme oi~

Fish Teppanyaki.. not bad..~

Beef Teriyaki..~

aina yang terlelap smentara mnggu makanan.. ahahha...kidding ^^

they also provided Miso Soup.. the taste...erm..should i say weird? i like the smell, but not the taste.. and i swear, NO Japanese food anymore after this, except sushi.. and california rolls..no, that rolls is not from california.. it is japanese.. ahahah.. (but i would love to try hitsumabushi and takoyaki.. too much influence from 'them'.. :D)

We left soon after that...and after enough "eyes-washing".. LOLs~ Next xtvt.. hmmm~ ice skating maybe? yeah.. so, who's in? huhuhu ^^

::off topic::
Happy Birthday to our beloved leader, Jung Yunho..!

May you will be blessed with all the happiness and stay healthy..
Please stay strong for us, we will keep waiting for you guys~ AKTF!
(i should get a slice of cake for myself..tihihi~)

A Piece of Memory

2010-01-27T17:46:00.008+08:00

Who said Monday is a mourn-day? I never had Monday blues.. okie, so i had, when i was in semester 5, which is last semester.. ahaha... ^^ btw,last Monday, my class have a so-called class trip to Genting Highlands.. It was sort of on-the-spot planning tho. . suddenly the idea came out from my lil brain as i can't get focus in class.. it's kinda boring, don't blame me~ :P

so after making some survey on the net, i hav found a package that is affordable.. especially students like us.. and because we were using our class balance money from our previous trip, therefore, it is worth it.. just RM35 per person for bus transfer, skyway and outdoor theme park..~ (i swear it was only RM26 when i went there 2 years ago.. agaknye sebab harga minyak naik kot.. tihihi)

20 of us planned to take the bus at 9am in KL Central.. but, you know.. some of us (yes, me to be exact) kinda late, plus with that slow komuter =__=" (why don't we have Monorail or Putra LRT up to Klang? or even better, a shinkansen.. ahahah.. dream on Lea!) because the bus to Genting from KL Central only available at 1pm, so we decided to take from Gombak station.. *zuppp~ quickly runs to take Putra LRT.. phewww~*

Luckily there were a lot of tickets from there and our bus will be at 11am.. but unfortunately, the skyway were under maintenance that day.. so we missed the chance to ride it until the top of the Genting~ (sigh...why must they serviced that on Monday? do it tomorrow, can't they? huhu~) so the bus took us until we reach the top.. the cool wind and breeze welcomed us..plus that white misty~ owh, not to forget, that misty environment were also been contributed by the stupid-people-making-your-life-shorter activity.. yeah, smoking~ pffttt~~

anyway... the 1st ride that we played was the Spinning..

felt like riding a giant swing.. and the spinning makes us pening.. lols! i think i played that 3 times.. or was it 4? the cool breeze when we spinned is just refreshing..

Next, all of us attacked the Pirate Ship.. from the point we saw that, it just look plain fun.. but when our turn rode that, it was awesome..and scary too..! but still, it's fun..because it was together with all classmates, with jokes and teases while riding that, it was double the fun~

After that, we rode Corkscrew Coaster.. i rode that twice :D i also did try the Flying Coaster.. only 6 of us tried that.. proly because we had to add on RM10 as it was outside the package.. and to be honest, both of the rides, the thought of riding it was scarier than experiencing the ride! it is not so thrilling, but still fun.. i guess, maybe because the length of time riding that too short and by the time you wanna feel the thrill, it already ended.. lols! or maybe my expectation just a bit higher that that... i wished i could ride the Flying Coaster again, IF it's free..ahahah (pssstt~ my friend Aizul *bukan name sbenar* said, "benda free memang best" ahahahah)

we also did try Cyclone.. and this was much much better than Corkscrew.. proly because it moves on a single coaster? and guess what? a kid that also rode with us doesn't even scream? Wtf (-_____-)" or maybe because he's too shock hearing our scream? ahahah XD

Owh, did i mention that SpaceShot was under maintenance? (Aina said she won't dare to ride this again eventho it's fun :D) and Sg.Rajang Flume Ride? demmmm! =___=" that were the most thing that i'm looking forward to! and what's more, Crazy Space Lab was making all of us crazy because we don't even get the freakin point why we went into that..! ahahha.. just sat there, in the dark room, with all the freakin fake aliens in front of us, some bling2 lights plus with stupid alien video that supposedly to be scary? ape ke motif die ntah~ hohoho @__@

We had to stopped for a while to have lunch.. perut bukan berkecorong lagi..dah macam concert Super Junior je aku dgr.. ekekeke.. so we had our late lunch separately.. me and some friends had KFC and the price of the food there are kinda expensive.. well, it's Genting..what do you expect? Nak murah gi makan kat section 2 la kan? huhu~

All of us left Genting at 5:30pm.. it was so enjoyable and we had so much fun..! Thank you to HMB6HD (Dec 2009-May 2010) for the wonderful memories.. A piece of memory that I can keep for me to flash it back in the future.. a memory that would make me smile whenever I remember it.. and a memory that marked in my heart, that I was once belong to a group of people that is awesome~ thanx ^^

the rest of us were riding Flying Elephant at this time.. err, isn't that for children? LOL!

p/s: some pics are not mine.. some i had to use the help from Google-sshi.. credit to the owners~

p/s1: yesterday, 26th Jan was JaeJoong's bday~ SAENGIL CHUKHAE AEGIYA! *kiss him on lappy screen..hihi*

p/s2: and now it's 27th Jan~ yahhhhhh~ Break Out released! can't wait for my own copy :D

my day~

2010-01-14T00:34:00.006+08:00

smiling...yeah...i'm smiling and squealing and laughing like crazeeeyyyyy~~~~~ well not literally crazy..but yeah, you know~ my fangirl mode strike me so badly today :D haengbokhaeyo XDDDDD tp knape aku suke ati sgt? suke ati aku la nk suke ati kan? ahahhah....
(sudah lea, jgn kerek sgt :P)

ok, basically, this is why im feeling so demmm good n happy... the BREAKOUT PV has been up on yt..and it is HQ~ yay! *dance together*

and secondly, is... SUPER JUNIOR is coming to Malaysia this March!!
*faints and dies bcoz cant accept the fact*
what? you dont believe me? fine..i'll give you the link..
but why are they coming right at this time? why now? when all my love for them has slowly fade away.. wae? waeyo?

right now, all my love has been devoted to the one and only TVXQ/DBSK/TOHOSHINKI or whateva their name is.. (they hav several names okie ^^)
and i dont think i can let myself spend hundreds to buy the SUJU concert tic.. i rather save the money for better n useful purpose.. (in my own interpretation...like..erm, splurge on dong bang merchandise n those related to them? hahahaha)
*i told ya i cant stay away from fandom life..so deal with it!*

and yeah..the third thing that makes me happy today is... finally Chep Sam has a FB!
(he is my beloved chef during my industrial training..like my own father eventho his too young to be a father to me..tihihi..whateva..like i care~)

yahhhh~ im so happy man ^^ good days do exists ne? XDDDD
and how bout yours? ^___^V

my livejournal~

2009-12-21T17:20:00.005+08:00

yoshhhhhh~
daku kembali... anyone miss me? *dodges from flying shoes* ahahah XD
erm, not so much feeling to write.. i'm suck in writing kayyy~

owh, guess what? *jeng..jeng..jeng*

i have a livejournal now.. nyahahaha...
(sbb2 mmbuatnye adalah kerana aku nk comment cite2 fiction kat page someone ni.. and kbetulan lak, die wat only for those who have lj je leh comment...so, i decided to make one ^^)

since i already have a blog yg x penah xtive pun nih, opsss... tihihi XD
so i decided to share some of my art (if it can be called as that)..

feel free to drop by at my lj ya~ click me!

Luahan Rasa

2009-12-03T02:16:00.004+08:00

woke up early of the day
looking at the sunrise near the bay
the sun doesn't shine like yesterday
it has lost the warmth in its ray
the birds usually singing outside the window
now has gone and makes me feel sorrow

the feelings..
shared by the whole fandom
sparks of sadness and also tantrum
inquiries and doubts begin to spread
i can't help from being afraid
and i can't avoid from crying
though lips never stops from praying

then..
a butterfly perched on my shoulder
whispering something, blowing all my fear
letting me forget all those myth
and strengthen my endless faith

how irony the game that they played
thousands of rumors they've made
fake news pops up piece by piece
under the name of so-called justice

but listen,
the red ocean would not enticed
as our love for them is infinity
because we are the amazing cassies
the forever 5-red pearls' devotees

p/s: this is my first poem about the current situation and feelings of Cassies~

+ fandom vs real world +

2009-11-01T13:30:00.004+08:00

okay...so finally..here i am.. been thinking to update day by day..but there's always something came up and make me forgot..lols
hmm..for a few weeks ago, i dont think there's interesting story to share with you guys~

oh wait..nothing interesting??! *smack myself*
yah! you get your Tokyo Dome DVD don't you! and Secret Code album! how could you say that there's nothing interesting happen??! *smack myself again* XP

yes2..i have received my RM200 TD DVD (which my parents sponsored) and i had bought TVXQ 4th album- Secret Code.. and it's worth it..! been spazzing all day with my sisters when we watched that~ and you can never imagine how i spazz while driving on my way back to my parents house when my mom texted me telling that that dvd is waiting for me at home.. I LOVE YOU MOM!!! XD

and now..my life is much more colorful & merrier when i met those somniacs in this fandom~ meeting all those fantastic n frenly people there..with the same interest.. well, i do have friends that love TVXQ, but i think, maybe they just not as crazy or obsessed as me.. yeah..i know.. it's hard to resist though~ >_< i am grateful that i'm in this fandom!

some of my friends thought that i'm wasting my time and neglecting my study when i joined this forum especially bcoz they saw me spending so much time on it.. they are totally wrong.. well, maybe i do, sometimes neglecting my study and focusing to much on this fandom..and spend less time with them.. but hey, i'm still doing good ya know~ trust me ^^

since now is exam week, so i'm a lil busy to study and do revision.. okayyy.. i'm lying.. i still spend my time surfing the net...watching lots and lots of vids in YT.. but don't worry, i'm a genius! *gets bricked* lols~

even though i might spending my time on things that not contribute to my study..hihi.. but i will make sure my grades will be good..so that maybe my mom could sponsor on buying AADBSK3 that will burn a hole in her pocket.. ^_^ ahaha..what a bad daughter i am~

GOOD LUCK to those that taking exams~

i want my holiday!

2009-09-16T23:19:00.003+08:00

why it can't be just holiday tomorrow??!
i am soooo lazy to go to class~
but not really having the mood for Raya..
i just need a break from this hectic campus life..

oh, and my aunt just passed away last tuesday..
and i don't even get the chance to went back to kampung..*sigh*
Apis, please don't blame me, okayy~ not that i don't want to..
but it's just..this freaking packed schedule..!

Al-Fatihah to arwah mak teh~

..tohosomnia disease..

2009-09-01T01:34:00.002+08:00

yay for my dad~
finally.. my car's radio has been fixed..
it been weeks i don't hear the lively Fly FM DJ's celoteh..
since that radio not functioning, so i substitute my mp3 from my phone..
listening to the chosen songs.. mostly korean..lol

but now, i could listen to those Malay and English songs from the radio as i don't have them in my mp3..tihihi... thanx dad~
but i'm doubting that i could accept listening those English n Malay songs nowadays..
my ears have getting used and well-adjusted to Kpop n Jpop..

and, as i am suffering from Tohosomnia, it has affected my life so much..
lost focus in my study already.. ottoke..? *sigh*

Susahnya UiTM..?

2009-08-19T14:08:00.004+08:00

An Iranian student questioned on the communication problem of international students in UiTM..she brought this up as from her own experience..she said dat it is difficult for her to survive in this campus, Hotel Management n Tourism to be exact, becoz all those bulletins, advetisement n news on the board are in Malay language..
Of coz the lectures and presentations are being conducted in English, but the news on board are still in Malay. Therefore, it is difficult for her n mayb other international students to find directions, classes or alert with the latest news in that environment.
She has her point as UiTM is mainly cater for Malays and Bumiputera, so definitely those news from the upper management will be in Malay. I do pity her.. really.. i do.. if i'm in her shoes, how difficult it will be, to find someone to translate for me those news n so on..

But, somehow.. i hav a second thought..

I remembered watching a tv show in one of my fav channel, KBS WORLD.. Chit Chat With Beautiful Ladies.. with some panel of international students, studied there for few years and 5 Korea celebrities. Sitting down, arguing, discussing and teasing each other on the topic for that episode. Yes, that show is conducted in Hangul.
There was an episode that had an interesting topic (each episode is interesting though) about foreigners in Korea. Some of them said dat, it is embarassing when u don't know how to speak in Hangul but u hav live there for more than a year.. if u just stay there for about a few months, then it could be accepted..
I know, countries like Korea, Japan and French are different with our country orientation on the language emphasizition (is dat a word??). But, why don't those students try to assimilate with the culture in this Malaysia-Negaraku-Yang-Tercinta? i'm not being bias or so-called patriotic person or the one dat protesting the PPSMI.. but.. hey, it doesn't make any harm to you in learning the Malay language..
Of coz, we could communicate with you in english.. it's no big deal.. but, at least you could try to understand some of the Malay language too.. (x de la tercangak-cangak je dlm klas bile lecturer wat lawak dalam bahasa melayu kan...) and moreover, it will add value to urself!

p/s : as i have so much interest in korea and dreaming to go there one day, i'm trying to learn, understand n speak in Hangul.. seronok blaja bahasa orang lain, nak2 lagi benda yang kita minat kan.. x rase rugi pun..

L thing!

2009-08-12T14:42:00.002+08:00

It's been a while i'm not updating my blog.. nak kata busy, tertangguh gak all those assignments n homeworks.. it's more to that L thing.. LAZY!

i must say dat, i'm started 2 lose my momentum n focus in my study.. seriously beb! too much time been dedicated *note that word..dedicated* to facebook, youtube n so on.. (sedaya upaya utk tidak mengatakan bahawa kehanyutan dgn irama KPOP juga mnjadi penyumbang kpd faktor tersebut)

even right now, i should start reading n study for my test tomorrow.. *sigh* ottoke? come on lea.. hwaiting! jaejoong tak suke malas2 cam ni..ahahah.. tengok, da stat balek gile aku ni.. adoyai.. ^__^

..DBSK petition..

2009-08-02T14:09:00.003+08:00

HEY GUYS...
alright, I've set up a petition for the messages to send to the group...
WHY OF ALL, A PETITION?? it's because the system is more simple and in a way, if you can see the way i see it, it's a petition for us ALL to write something to them and give them a sign that we still support them...TO TELL OURSELVES AND OTHER FANS SEE THAT WE ARE STILL IN FULL SUPPORT OF THE MEMBERS.
ANYWAYS, please visit the online place and sign, leave a message, and location :]

http://www.petitiononline.com/mod_perl/signed.cgi?TVXQCASS

thanks.
Also, please send this url in other sites so it can be open to anyone and everyone!
cr : jenny25@soompi

p/s: plis..dis is 4 da fan of DBSK only..those anti-fans.. find another petition k..ahaha..

..a MAJOR relief..

2009-08-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

SM Entertainment’s Official Stand on TVXQ

"TVXQ absolutely must continue actitivies."

No need to worry girls, things are starting to look much brighter! Earlier reports were looking bad in terms of the relationship between TVXQ and SM Entertainment, SM Entertainment has however released an official statement about the current issue.

SM Entertainment stated, "TVXQ is a band that represents Asia, they must absolutely continue actitivies. The cosmetics company issue, will be resolved."

p/s: it's a great relief.. now i can go 2 sleep with no worries *hopefully*

TVXQ is really breaking up???

2009-07-31T23:43:00.001+08:00

Remember last month about the "supposed false rumor" that TVXQ / DBSK / Tohoshinki was breaking up? Well, it seems that information may have actually been true. According to this source, it states that on July 31st 3 TVXQ Members, specifically Micky Yoochun, Jaejoong, and Xiah Junsu filed an injunction against SM Entertainment in the Seoul Central District Court to remove the "non exclusivity clause" in their contract. Yunho and Changmin have decided not to file an injunction. Basically the three of them supposedly had meetings with a Chinese cosmetic company and launched a new cosmetic line called CreBeau. They invested some of their own money and also in turn received a some gifts from the Chinese company as incentive package for signing up and investing. Some of the rumored gifts includes Micky's Audi R8 and the townhouse for Xiah's parents.

SM Entertainment supposedly got wind of this news and because SM Entertainment has the "exclusivity clause" in their contract, SM Entertainment tried to prevent this from happening. Unhappy with this, and already unhappy that they feel they're being underpaid profit-wise from album sales, you can understand why they're trying to terminate the "exclusivity clause" in their contracts. There's also rumors that if a favorable agreement isn't met, the three will be leaving the group for good. SM Entertainment via phone to one of the Korean news media outlets stated that they are aware of the situation, the board of directors is having an emergency meeting and are discussing what to do. They'll have an official statement soon.

Wow, this is crazy. I wonder how this will effect their arrangements with AVEX in Japan? This isn't new for SM Entertainment as they had their problems with H.O.T. in the past. I just hope that this doesn't result in an actual disbandment and that everyone can come to peace. TVXQ is a very talented group and they shouldn't break up, they have a great thing going.

source: ghostwriter@allkpop

p/s: my o my..plis say dat it is not true..plis say dat this is juz a rumour.. plissssss~ i don wan dis talented boys dibanded..God..

..Dengarkan..

2009-07-29T14:18:00.009+08:00

best pulak bila dengar lagu ala2 nasyid ni.. ke memang ni lagu nasyid? ke tak? ke..
ah, tak kira la.. dah lama jugak kiranya aku tak melayan lagu2 camni..
kenapa? jangan di tanya..huhu..

..inilah Malaysia...

2009-07-28T16:35:00.008+08:00

ingin menyahut seruan kerajaan dgn menggunakan public transpot?

....

tak payah! lupekan saja..

kalo anda rela menunggu lama utk tren seterusnya bagaikan menunggu pinangan Edward Cullen di umah anda (terpaksa menunggu 40min kerana tren dibatalkan..padan muka~)

atau sanggup bersesak n berhimpit ala2 ikan sardin cap ayam brand..

ataupun.. ingin mencuci mata melihat maksiat yg dilakukan oleh mereka yg tidak tahu erti malu..

maka, anda adalah org yg kami cari utk terus menggunakan public transpot di bumi Malaysia tercinta ini yang dikatakan rakyatnya bersopan santun, berhemat tinggi dan segalanya la bagai..

sangat terserlah kesopanan mereka bila beratur sebelum tren sampai, tetapi tiba2 betukar menjadi seperti musang yang berjanggut (x tau ape significant nya) gelojoh dan berebut2 nak naik..

sangat bertolerensi nya mereka bila sengaja x mahu berganjak memenuhi ruang2 kosong di tengah tren hinggakan penumpang2 yang ingin naik terpaksa mengalah kerana tiada ruang kosong yg memungkinkan mereka utk naik tren tersebut..

*..when attitude become a habit..*

>>tren yg sama..cume spot yg berbeza.. yg belah kiri kat pintu, di kanan anda adalah di tgh2 tren.. motip x nak berganjak ke ruang kosong..? Malaysian people...

>> tag time busan <<

2009-07-21T22:54:00.009+08:00

kamsahamnida oyen unnie for ur tag

1. apa perasan sekarang
tensen.. pt masuk nex wik..? wat da fish!!!?!??!

2. saya nak makan
mkn org leh..?

3. saya x suka
pihak ptptipu..rase nk bakar je building dorg tuh..!
okey lea..u hav gone too far.. too emo.. cool2.. tarik napas.. fuhh~
(kataku cuba mententeramkn diri smbil merenung tajam tong minyak tanah n lighter)

4. impian saya
mjadi jutawan n leh sponsor konsert TVXQ n SUJU, then g bcuti merata2 esp. KOREA!

5. haiwan yg saya tidak suka
semua haiwan kcuali virtual pet a.k.a haiwan maya..bgitukah translationnye..?

6. saya harapkan
keajaiban! *wink* *wink*

7. jika boleh diputarkan masa
sy psti blaja sungguh2 agar leh stadi obersi dgn scholarship.. o.O

8. saya pada 10 thn akan datang
krjaya yg stabil, duet yg mlimpah ruah, khidupan yg bahagia (~_~)v

9. hp saya adalah
adiah dr ayah krn kcemerlangan ku! mekasih..pasni, bg kete lak eh ayah..?

10. saya pernah bercinta sebanyak
bercinta ngan buku2 je..
(pergh..gile baekkk aku ni..plaja cth ni..ehem2...ekekek)

11. saya suka pada
perkara yg x bpaedah..

12. kawan2 saya
antara harta yg paling berharga.. XD

13. pernah dikhianati
ade kot~

14. apa yang hendak dilakukan terhadap org yg mengkhianati anda
bunuh n kerat 18..okey..kjam sgt.. kerat 7 je dah.. ahaha..

15. senaraikan 8 orang untuk di tag
~kamu yg mmbaca tag ini, silekan amek..sile2~

== when.. bile.. eonje.. quand.. ==

2009-07-17T23:40:00.008+08:00

when will our ptpTIPU nk dpt neh..it's already da 2nd week..lecturers already stat asking "when will u hav ur books?".. n eventho ade sorg lecturer ni yg mmbenarkan kami mmbeli buku tsebut tnpa mmbayarnye dulu, but i seem couldn't afford 2 write or conteng anything..

malah name pun x tulih lagi kat buku 2.. i felt dat i don't fully own it as i don't pay it yet.. kang fotokopi je buku2 kang,haishh..x bek la kan.. copyright tuh..(wlapun sbenanye ade gak yg aku da pun potostet..huhu)

tulun la incik pihak ptpTIPU..tlg la cptkan proses kmasukan wang pnjman kami itu.. kami perlukannye utk buku2, yuran, mnyara khidupan dan juga mnyara nafsu(mghabiskan duet krajaan ke arah material yg bukan akademik..) well, it's a fact kan..x yah korg nk deny2 k.. huhu..

>>> kejamnye mereka <<<

2009-07-13T22:45:00.003+08:00

kepenatan..
2 la yg aku rase hari ni.. stat klas dr pg, kol 830, smpai la kol 715 mlm..da dua sem bturut2 klas stat lmbt..pling awal pun 1030@11.. so, manje sket la rasenyer.. but dis sem, all my classes stat 830.. waAAAaaaa... da la schedule pack tahap gaban... xpe la.. cabaran name die.. (wlaupun da lame statement ni dgunakan utk menenangkan jiwa aku, tp syukur ia masih bkesan hingga ke saat ini..)

dan ketika keletihan masih membelenggu diri ini, perlahan2 daku menapak menaiki tangga ke umah ku di tgkat 4.. bleh je guna lif, tp kononnye nk exercise, maka tanggalah mnjadi pilihanku.. saat tombol pintu ku pulas dan melangkah masuk, mataku trus ttumpu pd seorg sahabatku Haida yg sedang enak berbaring menonton tb dan maseh memakai bj kurung.. aikk, x mandi kah..?huhu..

tp, bkn itu yg mnjdi tumpuan n keutamaan daku.. mataku tertancap pd objek yg berada d kepalanya, enak saja dia landing di atas objek tsebut.. nmpak sperti tseksa saja dihempap oleh die.. ohh.. aku terkezut skali.. trus aku meluru pd die.. dan die juga nmpak sangat tkezut n suprised! tidaklah dpt aku tahan diri ini dr menjerit n trus mnyelamatkan objek tsebut..

sedey ati ini.. mgapa?? mngapa? mngapa kjam mereka ini..!??!
sanggup mereka cube mencederakannye..
kejam! mmg kejammmm....
sayu tol hatiku ini, ingin daku melepaskan kmarahan..
namun mereka sahabatku, tidaklah snggup aku bbuat bgitu..
mulai saat ini, takkan sesekali aku tggalkan 'die' di luar..
maapkan lea ye baby.. nex time, aku akan smpan die bebaik b4 kua..

my ever luvey duvey one n only....
....BANTAL PINK KU....

>>> new beginning <<<

2009-07-11T15:36:00.003+08:00

da new semester had started a week ago.. lots of changes had happen.. yes.. a lot.. n i would say dat, i dont really njoy dis new sem.. having 28credit hours wif 9subjects.. demm~ plus, i hav 2 separate some classes wif my classmets (kna join grup len sbb jadual clash)..

Ya Allah.. i juz hope dat dis semester will end quickly.. i can't wait for final exam.. (i wish i cud skip everything n juz go for final exam.. crazy huh..?) n i juz hope dat my results won't b much affected.. coz i not very sure if i cud do well dis time..

to my classmets a.k.a budak2 ijau( u noe who u r).. miss u guys.. seriously.. klas len x same la ngan klas kite.. x havoc n sporting cm korg.. huhu.. n bcoz starting dis sem, da x leh bwk msuk kete kat fac, maka tpaksa la aku nek rempit kl..

mcm2 la peristiwa leh aku tgk yg sbelum ni aku x penah nmpak yg melibatkan para pengguna tetap dis public transpot.. yg tekepit kaki la, beg x lepas pintu la, hmpir tcium org len la.. huhu.. mcm2 kan..

>> tag le..ape lagik.. <<

2009-07-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

tag ini..dtg nye dr miss fatin alia..byk ye..sib bek daku ini rajin..

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
~ same cam fatin.. dahi gak.. suwit kan..?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
~ excited nk balek s.alam.. eheh..

3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
~ err.. my sis i think..

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
~ smartly spoiled.. @.@

5. Will you ever donate blood?
~ opkos.. i'm a generous person, u noe... ^^

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
~ yes.. grateful i hav him as my besfren.. =)

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
~ wan some1 2 luv me til DEADth.. ~_~

8. What does your last text message say ?
~ "ok..ape2 awk roger sy k.."

9. What are you thinking right now ?
~ nk g lepak mcD.. nk join x..?

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
~ yg ade ni pun da riuh da..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
~ 2am..after watching Music Bank at KBS World..

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
~ dunno.. my dad bought it 4 me.. shud i text him n ask..? huhu.. XD

13. Is someone in your mind right now ?
~ yup2..youngwoong jaejoong (oppa.. saranghaeyo..)

14. Who was the last person who text you
~ aimi amirah.. tnye nk ponteng x isnin ni..oppss...

Lucky person 2 do dis quiz.

i) Oyen

ii) Azza

iii) Pak Sako

iv) Im

15. Who is no.1 having a relationship with ?
~ as long as i'm concern.. single lg rasenye.. any1 interested?

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
~ male..insyaAllah..haha..

17. How old no.4?
~ same age wif me..

18. What is no.1 studying about?
~ err.. marketing kot.. ye ke oyen..?kan?

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
~ oyen => err..die bz pektikel la skang neh..
~ azza => beberape ari lps.. text msg ade la td..
~ Pak Sako => br je jumpe td kot.. motip la nk chat lak..
~ Im => juz now.. O.o

20. Say something about no. 2.
~ she is a great fren!

AWARD

1.Copy award ini & paste di blog anda

2. 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi anugerah(tag) ni

-used 2 b my houzmet

-sporting

-kdg2 leh jadik lucah gak..ahahah

-manis orgnye

-suke mkn budu..ekek

3. 10 fakta tentang diri sendiri-

- leh on9 lame2 smpai lupe mkn minum

-addicted 2 kpop especially SUJU n TVXQ
-suke gile kat jaejoong.. (leh x nk balak cm die..?)

-sng nk gelak tp susah nk benti

-kdg2 leh jdik kejam

-masih single, tp ntah knape org x caye.. (o ^____^ o)v

-kwn2 kate sy pandai..(pandai la sgt..)

-ade gak yg kate sy garang

-malas masak, tp suke mkn..ihik

-bcita2 nk g korea sblum umo 30.. mau join? simpan duet dr skang k..

>> dasar pandang ke timur <<

2009-06-22T17:39:00.005+08:00

at last.. da abes da pun my shot kos classess.. thanx 2 Prof.Madya Mohammed b Amran coz dgn saba nye mgaja kami..huhu.. eventhough he was quite annoying at first, but then, kami tlh bjaye mmahami khendak n xpectationnye.. (mgkin gak sbb die slalu bg aku full marks 4 my presentation n when answering his questions..yuhuu!)

final club mgt pun da pun aku lalui dgn jayenye.. cume result je x tau jaye ke x.. hrpnye ok la krn even if i get B+, then it would affect my CGPA.. mintak2 la incik Mad itu pmurah orgnye.. amin..

neway, oleh krn da slesai sumenye..maka aku kmbali la pd xtvt utama aku.. mlayan lagu2 korea n japan from my fav kpop groups.. x lupe smbil mnonton drama2 pendek lakonan mereka.. dan dlm pade 2 blaja skali bahse dorg neh..(wlaupun aku rase, b4 ni pun aku leka gak ngan menda2 neh).. tp skang leh la jdkannye fulltime kan..

antara kpop yg yg mnjadi pojaan hati aku pagi, tgahari, ptg n malam serta tgh mlm....

(^_^) SUPER JUNIOR a.k.a SUJU

>> dis is my fav grup yg sememangnye bleh mmbuatkan kau mencair sperti eskrem sundae coklet di dalam oven.. dgn kekuatan anggota seramai 13org, bisa mmbuatkan pra gadis rambang mata melihatnye..

>> dtambah lak ngan muzik dorg n their dance steps yg.. demm good.. perghh..

(^_^) TVXQ @ DBSK @ Tohoshinki @ Dong Bang Shin Ki

agak2 korg leh x teka mne 1 aku nye fav??

>> mereka mmg mmpunyai beberapa sebutan krn different country len lak pnjenamaan nye kan..worldwide katekan..
>> my fav member dlm neh is Jae Joong.. he is sooo.. demmm HOT! mmg perfect r muke die kalo mgikut taste aku.. kim jae joong oppa.. saranghamnida~ tihiihii..

manyak lagi lorr.. cm Wonder Girls, 2NE1, 2PM, n many more.. x larat dowh nk list sesatu.. kang korg lak penat nk bace kan..

actually, mmg da lame aku mnt kpop neh.. cume, mkin btambah mnyerlah n dasat lak ke'addicted'an aku pd mereka ini skang..nk wat cmne.. aku cume mnyambut seruan krajaan ttg dasar x sedar diri.. errr.. i mean.. Dasar Pandang ke Timur.. 2 je..

well, bab yg ni mmg la br nk pndg ke timur ye x?? haha.. n skang neh aku tgh dlm process utk mngumpul merchandise dr grup ini(especially TVXQ and SUJU), serta mmbeli album2 mereka yg kompem2 harganye bkali ganda dr album atis kite sndri.. x pe.. sapotlah atis korea! yeah!! (tdk menyedari bhw dirinya sdg berada di bumi malaysia tercinta)..

>> L.E.G.A <<

2009-06-14T12:03:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah..

n congrats 2 all ma frens..

luv u guys no matter wat u got 4 ur results..

'nebes'ness

2009-06-10T15:24:00.003+08:00

hari ni da 10 june.. meaning, by 5pm 2moro.. result exam da bleh check.. aduh.. ni yg wat aku makin nebes neh..
mcm2 da dlm pikiran neh.. coz i noe wat am i going 2 get.. i don perform well dis semester.. demmit~ byk sgt cabaran sem4 ni.. aduh.. cmne aku nk hadapi neh.. i juz.. juz hope dat.. i stil get the Dean's List.. hopefully..

but if i don.. what 2 do.. suicide la jwbnyer.. ahaha..

no.. i'm not dat stupid 2 do those things.. cume, myb akan rase tkilan n kecewa thp gaban..juz like how i felt when i didn't manage 2 get DL for my 5th sem during my diploma.. it was sooo.. so far so good.. cet! soooo frustrated! rase cm x mo balek dungun, nk msuk part6.. huhu.. kalo bleh, degree ni, aku nk grad bkn saje ngan ANC and 1st class degree.. but also being da 1st person yg naek pentas 2.. (mksudnye, being da best student la.. akan tcapaikah..?) tp kalo da blaja pun mls.. as lazy as monkey.. wat?? samekan aku ngan monkey.. demm~

tp, walau ape pun.. sbelum kite.. eh, kite?? x kan korg bsedih gak kan..patotnye, sbelum aku la ye x? ok, sbelum aku bsedih2 sok, marilah kite mggumbirakan hati dgn mmbazirkan duet mak bapak dgn mnonton wayang.. da plan nk g tgk monster vs alien mlm neh.. sape nk ikot, angkat keyboard k.. ahaha.. well.. wish me luck 4 2moro!

>> Syurga Cinta <<

2009-05-29T23:58:00.007+08:00

ye.. seperti x pcaye.. tp itulah hakikat nye kwn2.. aku g tgk wayang citer mlayu.. huhu~bknnyer, aku x nk sapot cite kite neh.. cume.. aku x mo mmbazirkn duet aku yg x bape nk ade tuh.. utk cite2 ngarut yg mmg slalunye memenuhi panggung hasil karya pengarah2 kite..walaupun bkn sume, tp majoriti nye, ye kan..?? kemon.. aku tau korg sependapatan ngan aku..

baekkk..

x yah r aku nk cite sinopsisnye di sni kerana sni ye..pasti korg suda pun mmbace or mlihat preview cite ini.. cite yg mggambarkan betapa stereotype nye anak2 org kayes, yg blaja obersi.. pndangan n perilaku mereka yg sgt tidak cumil itu..

okehh...

byk part yg besh2 dlm cite neh.. siyes.. but, there's a scene yg wat aku sgt2 tertarik.. bile Ilham(Awal) dump Syuhada(Heliza), lukakan ati pompuan bertudung dek cabaran rakan2 setan die, maka die rase sgt2 bsalah.. sbenanye die ade ati la tuh.. bese la.. cite kan.. novel pun slalu gtu..

dalam pada die knal Syuhada 2, die da mule dktkn diri die ngan Allah.. but mlm 2 kwn2 die celebrate 'kemenangan' die kat club.. dlm keadaan die yg stress 2, die nk teguk arak kt dpn die.. mule2 die teragak2 gak.. but then, die amek and... guess wat? b4 die nk mnum.. die leh lak sebut.. bismillah.. wah..! sgt ironi kan?? then die cpt2 tsedar n blah dr situ..

2 part yg paliinggggg aku suke.. so suwit man..

pd korg, aku syorkan.. g la tgk.. x rugi beb.. siyes..

spanjang cite, ade unsur2 yg menyedarkan diri kite..

tp cara pnyampaiannye x berat..

n x la meleret2 cm cite2 centa yg len..ntah pape je..

tp yg ni, ermm.. centa yg matang la.. besh2..

p/s : susah nk carik watak mcm dlm cite tuh pd dunia realiti neh.. ade rupe, harte, pndidikan n agama.. ermm, nmpaknye, dlm filem je la wujud nye mereka yg sedemikian.. hmm...

>> A.B.C <<

2009-05-19T23:02:00.004+08:00

pas klas td.. me n my frens g mkn ABC a.k.a air batu cmpor..
ntah nape dorg tringin sgt, maka aku pun join la..

pes time mkn kat Medan Selera Sc.2 yg baru wlaupun da lame
wujudnye tmpt tuh.. huhu~ wat malu jak..

mmg ramai gile org..bkn rmai org gile.. bkn ye..
org sgt rmai..ha, skema sket..mgkin tarikan
harga yg murah n bpatutan kot..
tu yg not even students, tp mereka yg
len pun turut mengimarahkan fud court tsebut..

oo..nk ckp psl ABC 2 td.. bes gak.. coz byk ingredient die letak..
n da bes part is, ade melted choc kat atas die..
ke melted milo ntah.. x kesah.. suku sakat choc gak kan..?
bes n murah.. rm 2.50 je..
yg wat die lg bes, mmber aku yg banje..ahahha..

shedapnyer mkn time ari yg panas...kan?

>> ape2 jela <<

2009-05-19T12:02:00.003+08:00

i hav 1 lecturer, yg sgt ske nk translate things dat he teach in malay..
i don mind, in fact, it gives us a better understanding of dat particular topic..
but da thing is.. die nyer translation 2, sometimes, klaka tau x..

he asked what is accountability..?
(kalo lcturer len, nk meaning of a word in english..da synonym..
tp lect ni..hmm)

accountability = kepertanggungjawaban

(menurut die la..)

errkk?? adakah pkataan bgitu?? ke, word baru, n aku x update..
setahu aku, dipertangungjawabkan adelah.. ye x kwn2..?
ntah, aku bkn la pakar bahase, but at least, tau la gak..huhu

well, xpe la.. nk wat cmne.. he's da lecturer! ehehe~
pasni, aku kena improve kan aku nyer BM nih..
supaya, bile die tnye mksud pkataan nnti, aku leh jwb dgn tepat nye!

p/s : mungkin aku patot memulakn hobi mmbace kamus dewan pula pasni..?

++ Malaysia vs Indonesia ++

2009-05-12T23:23:00.006+08:00

tajuk di atas tiada kna mngena dgn isu industri muzik
kat ngara kite ni..
malah ia nye lebih panas lg dr isu tuh...
bnda ni aku br je discover tadi.. ntah cmne leh tbukak
lak page ni..
mayb korg penah tgk da kot..
da tau lame ke.. tp aku juz nk share je ngan korg gak..

da 1st time page ni appear, agak meriah ye aku tgk..
ngan warne merah melatari bcground nyer..
tp, bile aku mule scroll sket demi sket..
agak panas gak tinge aku, wlaupun mata aku
yg mnjalankn tugas nye utk mmbace..

well, aku mls nk cite pjg..
y don u see 4 urself k..

*kelik saje d sni.. *

>> i need help... <<

2009-05-07T23:00:00.004+08:00

cuti semester = BOSANNN!!!!

demm~

ni la bnda yg paling aku bnci..

keboringan tahap gaban!

mmber sini sume x de..

ade yg da stat kja..x balek lg la..

aduhh...

wat shud i do???!!!!

HELP!!!

>> taG taNpa motiP <<

2009-05-05T10:44:00.005+08:00

List 10 things/people that you love the most:
- my mom
- my dad
- my siblings
- my frens (siyes ni..syg korg..haha)
- my handphones
- laptop
- err..bantal peluk pink aku..ihik
- money..ehek..
- grup SUPER JUNIOR U
- tomok.. ahaha.. x la.. rmbut die je aku ske...

List 10 things/people that you hate the most:
- org yg slebet
- people dat don hav da initiative mmajukan drinya..
- hipocriters (ade ke spelling cmni??ihik)
- org yg kdekut ilmu
- gewdix tahap gaban
- people dat don listen 2 advice
- cockroaches
- wiggly wiggly (houzmets aku je tau neh..huhu)
- pendatang asing..ahahah..
- those yg msih blaja @ leh further stadi, tp msuk
realiti tv @ ape2 rncangan hiburan.. nmpk sgt dorg bodo..

List 10 things that you like to do:

>> oo mann..apsl nk asyik 10 je ni.. pnt nk pikir..

- watching Super Junior U mv ( they are dem cute!)
- makan.. (but when i had over eating, then
i felt guilty.. err.. is dat a syndrom? ahahahahha)
- surf da net
- reading novels or mags
- watching tv @ dvd @ etc...
- kaco-ing my frens
- jalan2..but don hav much chance nowadays
- window shopping
- usha-ing mamat ensem..hakhakhak
- wat bodo-ing (busan asyik wat pndai jak)

List 5 things that you hate about your life:

>> nope.. i luv my life juz da way it is..
erm, but i think, i juz don like the part dat
i fail my test.. demm~ hate it when i thought bout it!

What would you do if you mad at someone?

>> calarkn kete die, pncitkn taya n pcahkn cermin kete die..
ketok pale org tuh 7 kali n cabut kuku2 die..
hahaha..sgt evil lak aku.. dats only my imagination..
but, siyesly, tringin sgt nk cube..warghahaha~

List 5 people that you would like to tag:

>> everyone dat read dis..ha, jgn tipuk..
i know u r dat person.. pe lagi, hamek la..haha <<

>>> tiMe 2 reLax <<<

2009-05-04T01:28:00.006+08:00

YES..!
akhirnye.. abis gak final exam for my 4th sem..
wlauponn..giler manyak challenge nk kna tempuh sem ni..
dgn asgment n presentation Design Layout yg sgt mncaba..
psediaan final CTU a.k.a Hubungan Etnik yg mmbosankan..
sbjek Room Division dat made me felt so down..
ketidakpastian dlm carrymarks Service Marketing..
dan len2..mls nk mention manyak2..
tp x pe.. yg pnting kite njoy~ (gedix ala2 dlm cite puteri)

abis jak paper Service Marketing ptg sabtu 2,

aku n some of my klasmets plan nk g Rembau, N9..

mghadiri kenduri lenggang perut - kawan aku nyer adik..
not sure cmne sbenanyer knduri tsebut djalankan..
coz ktorg smpai pun da agak lwat, dlm kol 9mlm..
so, x smpat ar nk tgk mjlis blangsung..
(aku pnah tgk kat tv je, dlm cite industan.. haha.. layan industan gak daku ye..)
neway, mknn yang dhidangkan mmg besh...!
tp aku x mkn manyak..juz nk rase je..

(aip, cermat sket..mane de diet ar..!)

and, ari Ahad lak.. which yesterday..

my whole fmily masuk tournament bowling kcil2an...
peringkat Taman Bukit Chedang je..huhu..
aku dpt no.4 je dgn jatuhan pin sbyak 406.. tp ok la kot..
dpt gak hamper..huhu..
(kalo aku x ilang pokes melihat mamat ensem kat stu,

maybe leh dpt no.3 kot..ahahaha)
adik2 aku pun ter'list' dlm top 10..
so, all of us get that hamper..
mmg sapu abis la.. bak kate mkcik ape ntah..
x ingat lak daku name die.. maap ye mkcik..

aku sgt gumbira... even juz 4 a while..
coz ble kua result nnti, kompem aku kcewa lak..huhu..
pdn muke aku.. sape sroh memain sem ni..?hikhik..

>>> kegagaLan perTama !_! <<<

2009-04-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

ari tu, pas je paper Event Mgt,
mmber2 len pi amek test paper Room Division Analysis..
yg x bes nyer, aku nyer 2nd test tu FAIL??
demm~!
aku pun x tau la nape?
rasenyer cm da wat bbtol da ritu..
siyot ar maimunah nih..
kdekot markah btoi la..

da la x tanda abih ketas aku..
mangkuk!!
siap la die..
bile aku da jadik lecturer nnti, kalo ade kturunan die yg aku aja..
ahahahah..abeh aku fail kan sume..
x kasik can punyer la..
(niat yg x baek..pasti xkan dimakbulkan nih cite2 aku..huhu)

>> yippi!!! <<

2009-04-17T09:37:00.002+08:00

yea..yea...!
kete da ok..
kini aku da kmbali bleh bgerak ngan bebasnyer..
bkn x leh grak kalo x de keta..
cume tidak la semudah ini..
ni, aku nk g wat keje kat fac pun mncaba..
(alamak..gile beriman aku nih..g stadi..huhu)

yg bes nyer, x smpai pun rm100..
pnipu punye mekanik sc.16..
ish2..ni la mlayu..
cm ne nk maju, kalo nk tipu bangsa sndri..
wah..bjiwa patriotik lak aku..

k la..aku nk stadi ni..
br nk stat..sokmo bz ngan design layout nyer presentation..
mari kawan2..!

...demm~...

2009-04-15T08:59:00.004+08:00

Selasa, 14 April 2009

ye..hari ni merupakan hari yg malang bg aku.. eh, tak..tak.. erm.. kurang bernasib baik.. haa..sounds better rite? ok..meh aku nk citer sket alkisahnye.. sob2..

pas abih wat sample board ptg tu for our Hotel Design Layout & Landscaping, bdk2 grup aku pun balek.. tp aku decide nk stayback jap.. melayari internet.. n after dat, bile aku nk balek, time kat roundabout dpn kolej jati tuh, tetibe je clutch kete aku x bfungsi.. aku x leh nk masukkan gear.. demm..! ape lak masalah ni..adoih.. kesan drpd keta aku yg x bgerak tu, maka ter'block' la keta2 kat blakang.. maap sume..bukan sengaje..maap ye..

then, aku da mule rase takot+sedikit panic.. otak aku segera bkerja keras memikirkan, sape la aku nk mntak tolong neh.. agak lmbt la plak otak aku bgerak mmndangkan aku x penah ade dlm situasi begini.. lg lembab drpd situasi aku jika bfikir dlm keadaan mengantok thp gaban.. cepat lea..pikir..pikir.. c'mon..

titt..titt.. (bunyik msg msuk..tp munyik ringtone lagu la..)

masa 2 gak, klasmet aku Hafiz, mesej tnye aku knape? ye, nmpaknye die ade bdkatan.. aku pun tipon ar die, n ask for his help.. coz aku mmg 110% x tau psl kete neh n nk mghadapi saat2 genting mcm neh..

die pun dtg, ngan sorg lg klasmet aku yg len, Piji..after explaining da details, they tried 2 call for some help.. coz mereka pun kurg arip.. dtg lagi sorg klasmet aku, K-day.. (berapa rmai daa klasmet aku dtg..)

call after call after call.. beberapa kali la dorg try tnye2 mmber2 len.. bla..bla..bla..finally, ade mechanic dtg n btolkan ape yg ptot, bwk kete g bengkel die kat Shell Sc.16.. tp, yg x bes nyer mechanic ni, leh lak die kate, nk ganti ntah ape kejadah ntah ( sowi, aku mmg x phm hal2 mlibatkan mesin nih) dan caj RM900..

i was like, what da fish??! gile..baek aku sroh ayahanda aku bli kete baru je, tmbah sket lg je wat downpayment.. (eheh..ayah, bleh ke cmtu..? huhu) mentang2 la aku ni x pandai bab2 mcm ni, brani mereka mnipu aku n mengcaj harge mahal eh..! siap la..ada ubi ada batas.. cewah!

neway, kgkawan aku pun x stuju, n stelah bermusyawarah beberapa lama, n fixing here n there, maka keta aku pun dbawa ke workshop kat sc.17.. my klasmet will deal wif da mechanic later coz mase 2 da mlm, kdai pun da tutup..

fuhh! wat mase ni, da settle da 2..cume nnti parah la plak nk byr 2..sowi dad, very sori.. it's not my fault.. pd yg mmbantu aku, n to my frens yg tlg 2..thank you..thank you.. thank you.. thank you sooooooooo much! hanya Allah je yg bley mmbalas jasa korg.. thanx guys.. i really mean it..

..procrastination is my thing..

2009-04-08T13:27:00.003+08:00

according to wikipedia.. procrastination is a behavior which is characterized by deferment of actions or tasks to a later time.

in simple words, aku malas! ahahaha....
i don know why i'm being like dis for dis sem..
(although, mngguhkan keje mmg habit ku..)
but, dis sem..oh man! sucks!
da la malas wat asgment..
test pun malas stadi..
ape nk jadik ni lea??
cmne nk score if u continue to behave like dis..?

even i try 2 motivate myself..again n again n again n again..
try 2 compare n rase jeles kat org len yg lebey rajin..
but, it doesn't makes any different..

kalo dlm QMT, under chapter ANOVA..
we do not reject H0, and can be conclude that the is no difference in the means..
what da fish aku mrepek ni..??
tetibe masuk bab data analysis lak..

ini merupakan tanda2 awal exam stress ye..
kalo da msuk time exam..
lagi mcm2 pe'el leh tgk..
lom campor ngan kengkawan aku yg len..
hadoih...

saba lea..
there's always a rainbow after rain..
cewah!

~kisah kami_perhentian island~

2009-03-22T16:16:00.012+08:00

::12_mac::

Mgikut ape yg dah drncang, we had 2 gather at de seroja at 1330.. dlm kpanasan smbil mnunggu bas 2, smpat la gak kami ni bposing sakan.. b4 naik bas pun smpat lagi tuh.. then we had our short briefing..x semena-mena, pakcik Hasan a.k.a driver bas tsebut pun nk bg briefing die gak.. smpat lg pesan kat ktorg yg die x mo boyz n gurlz sit together.. x mo de maksiat kecil kate beliau.. ye..kedengaran sgt beriman ye..

Dlm pjalanan yg mkn mase slame 7jam ke dungun 2, mmg agak memenatkan.. smpat gak aku meng’snap’ beberapa gmba bdk2 ni yg tido.. pergh..! mcm2 gaye beb.. then,kol 2030, ktorg mkn kat teluk gadung b4 balik ke bilik kat redang.. redang merupakan name kolej di uitm dungun ye.. jgn kompius..

::13_mac::

Pagi2 rabun lg ktorg da bgun bsiap nk btolak ke jeti kuala besut.. masing2 mengenakan baju ijau ala2 ulat beluncas..tp dlm pjalanan 2, leh lak pakcik Hasan mmbuat onar ye.. leh ke die kate yg trip ktorg ni juz ke uitm dungun je, bkn ke kuala besut? Motip la sgt ktorg nk gi dungun je pak Hasan oii..

Berkat kesabaran plus kemenyampahan lecturer aku n yg bkenaan mg’explain’ n elaborate 2 dat pak Hasan, maka die pun bsetuju la mneruskan pjlanan smbil2 mmbebel ala kadar.. smpai kat jeti, bdk2 ijau pun turun nk bsedia nk naik bot..

Pes time, aku naik speed bot dgn kelajuan 400 kuasa kuda.. (pakcik bot 2 yg ckp..kalo die tipu, maka aku pun tipu la). Tp mmg bes n laju.. rase cm naik roller coaster atas air.. dgn pmandangan yg indah n mndamaikan.. cewah! pjlanan yg amek mase 25min tu rase kjap sgt.. air laut yg jernih n kebiru-biruan yg slalunye aku juz tgk dlm gmba je, now juz straight in front of my eyes!

Smpai kat Samudera Chalet, lpas letak2 brg n kemas pe yg ptot, aku n bdk2 len amek ksempatan ni jln2 spanjang pntai yg memutih tu.. then ktorg lepak kat dpn café chalet 2 smntara mnggu wktu mkn.. smbil2 mncuci mate mlihat tourist len yg hanye berbikini je.. x lupe jugak kaum lelaki yg seksi juge ye.. astagfirullah..

Ptg tu, ade xtvt jungle tracking..ktorg ramai2 berarak ke bhgn sebelah sane pulau.. mcm nk wat demonstration pun de gak aku tgk.. jln yg btanah merah n berbukit bukau 2 agak mncaba.. tp ble smpai je kat tmpat yg dtuju, wah! Mmg cun! Cm private beach.. so, bdk2 klas aku amek peluang mndi-manda, sementara aku juz memain pasir je.. mls nk mndi..kang balik melekit2 lak..

Tgh2 aku wat istana pasir 2, ade makhluk Tuhan yg juga berbaju ijau memusnahkannye.. xpe..aku saba.. aku wat lak menara..ala2 bntuk 4segi..tp separuh jln je.. then aku wat lak congkak.. dah jadi 2, skali lagi makhluk Tuhan wane ijau 2 kaco.. ye.. kali ni tiada lg peluang kedua ye.. lalu aku pun amek pasir n kejar la makhluk kejam tsebut.. lepas 2-3 kali baling pasir, n da rase beberapa butir pasir dlm mulut ni, aku pun stop la.. mengalah..

Malam nye, kami ade xtvt Game Show handled by xtvt bureau.. mmg mncaba habis.. memula kna wat psentation psl logo group yg ktorg lukis ptg b4 g jungle tracking.. walaupun da tbiasa mggunakan kmudahan tknologi dlm psentation, tp oleh krn x de kmudahan tsbut, maka ktorg gune la A4 paper je..huhu.. sgt poyo kan?

Then, ade la xtvt "siapa cpt, die joget" yg mne sape yg nk jwn soalan, kna joget dlu.. aku mmg x bjoget la coz mmg x tau jwpn pun.. teka name lagu, lagilah.. beberapa je yg aku tau, tp x smpat krn ade yg lebih pntas ye.. lgpun da la psl lagu jiwang karat.. zmn dulu2..mne layan.. yg psti, grup aku x byk sgt mrkh sgt mlm 2.. xpe.. sok masih ade..

Xtvt malam tu ktorg main smpai kol 11 lebih.. berakhir ngan xtvt limbo rock dmane Mahzan juaranya.. pas 2, aku n yg len2 lepak2 smbil mnikmati bayu laut.. last2 dlm kol 1, aku surrender la..mate da pedih, berair2 da.. weh.. aku ngantok ye.. jgn piker len lak.. sekeh kang..

::14_mac::

Hari kedua d pulau.. pas bekpes, ktorg lepak2 smbil tggu mase nk gi snorkeling.. sgt excited.. then, kol 9, abang bot dtg.. 1st, ktorg gi Marine Park.. tp cuaca agak mndung.. x kesah.. ktorg g gak.. mule2 mmg takot nk turun.. x konpiden..tp ble da 2run x reti2 naik lak.. mmg cntek siyot! Warne-warne batu karang kat stu.. da la ikan2 pun byk2.. cm2 bntuk n kaler… wah..spti berada d dalam akuarium aku rase..

Tp ujan da makin lebat sket, arus pun main kuat.. so, ktorg cepat2 naik bot.. bahaye woo.. ktorg gi kat pesisir pntai mne ntah.. dok memain snorkeling kat stu.. tgk2 ade gamat.. eii.. geli aku..lembik smacam je..
bile da reda ujan, ktorg gi balik kat Marine Park.. snorkeling lagi.. bg ikan2 tu mkn la.. mkn biskut n roti 2..ptot la sehat2 ikan kat stu..cukup karbohidrat rupenyer.. aku pun snorkeling la smpai da telan air laut dlm dua cwn.. mmg sedap air laut die.. masin..

Da puas kat stu, abang bot bwk ktorg gi kat turtle point lak.. tgk turtle la op kos.. lame gak ktorg dok atas bot b4 terjun laut tgk turtle.. tp sbb arus kat stu agak deras, ktorg kna paut kat tali n abang bot bwk slow ikot turtle 2.. syok abis! Pes time tgk turtle la katekan.. besar lak tu.. slame ni replica je aku pnah tgk..huu.. sian tol aku ni..

Next, ktorg gi shark point.. “abang, besar ke shark die bang?” kwn aku tanye.. “x besar..dlm 1 meter, 1.5 meter je..” konpiden abang 2 ckp dlm loghat ganu die..err.. x bsr die ckp? 1 or 1.5 mtr? Bia btol abg ni..

Tp aku x turun la.. bkn sbb tkot ye.. tidak.. sbb aku da x larat.. da la dorg kate, shark 2 kat celah2 batu.. malas aku nk berenang dr bot tu.. dgn penatnyer td x ilang, tmbah2 lak perot aku da berkecorong.. yela, da kol 1 lebih, mau nyer tak berbunyi perot aku.. bile perot kosong, dok atas bot yg terumbang-ambing tu, kepale da rase pening..rase nk muntah pun ade.. saba lea.. saba.. bdk2 ni x puas lagi.. aku bkate2 dlm ati..

Then, akhirnya abg bot tu bwk gak ktorg balik.. ha..at last..! aku da pnt, x larat.. so, snyap je la kat atas bot tu.. tp, leh lak abg 2 mlencong ke tmpat len.. die bwk gi tmpat air terjun.. err.. kalo bleh dkatekan air trjun la kan.. coz pndek sgt terjunan die tu.. x lepas suku summersault pun.. sejuk air die.. mnyegarkan.. smpat la posing kat stu jap.. then, agak kurang da rase lapa aku.. agaknye air terjun mini 2 mengenyangkan kot.. ahaha..sgt mengarut ye..

Ptg pas snorkeling, dlm kepenatan yg masih bersisa, ade lak sukaneka.. xpe..saba lea.. bukan slalu dtg pulau.. kalo nk tdo baik balek shah alam.. aku ckp kat diri sndiri utk bg smangat.. n x sgka, sukaneka ptg 2, grup aku, grup crab, bjaye mmungut mata yg byk.. yeh.. kami hebat ye.. ahaha.. kerek kan?

Abis sukaneka, we had 2 prepare 4 our sketsa musical tonite.. luckily we got theme ‘CINTA’.. pikir punye pikir punye pikir, akhirnye dpt la ide2 menarik utk mlm ni.. tp mmg segan aku nk blakon.. mungux.. x mo la cite psl 2..

Mase pnyampai adiah, tbukti grup crab hebat, so kitorg dpt no.1..then, sesi menukar2 adiah n bgamba..lagi.. eheh.. mmg gile glam bebudak ni.. then, aku lepak2 smbil dgr mmber2 aku yg bkebolehan main gitar mnunjukkan bakat dorg.. lepak2 jln smpai ujung pntai utk kali terakhir.. kol 1 aku balek, kemas pe yg ptot sbelum solat n tido.. dlm ati, rase syg nk tggalkan pulau..

::15_mac::

Kol 0630 aku bgun subuh..mndi n bsiap ape yg ptot.. dlm pade da bsedia nk gerak ke café utk bekpes, ujan 2run.. lame2 makin lebat.. x leh jadi ni.. cmne nak naik bot nnti.. mmg kompen kuyup ni.. hmm..

Then, aku n 12 org lg cpt2 naik bot nk ke jeti semula pas bekpes.. meredah ujan yg mggila, air laut pun agak mnakotkan.. xpe.. moge2 slamat pjalanan kami.. x spti memule dtg naik speed bot, mase balek mmg kuyup n lencun ktorg.. smpai je jeti, cepat2 tukar baju len.. treksut n tshirt ijau.. nsib bek aku tgerak nk letak dlm plastic..kalo x, alamatnye, basah sume la..

Bdk2 len pun cmtu gak.. drpd pakai cun2, smart2 jeans n sbagainyer, trus jd treksut, short n suar tdo pun ade ye.. cepat2 gerak naik bas yg da tggu.. kang lmbat2 pakcik Hasan bising lak.. aku smpat sambar 1-2 souvenir je.. mmbeli-belah dlm keadaan tgesa2 adalah tidak seronok..

Wktu balek, sume da kepenatan.. x brape bising da.. terlentok kiri kanan tdo.. time ni, mmg bes amek gmba tdo.. so, ade la beberapa aksi yg sgt klaka utk tontonan umum..

Trip ke pulau perhentian mmg bes! Tmbh2 ngan bdk2 klas aku yg x bape btol,mmg meriah la.. dis memorable experience..i juz could not forget.. thank you guys..! luv ya!

budak2 ijau HMB4HD_12-13 march 09

pulau perhentian.. j'arrive!

2009-03-06T23:51:00.003+08:00

tak bape lame je lg, aku n rakan2 taulan aku akan ke pulau perhentian..
wah..sangat tak saba rasenyer..
windu sgt2 pada pantai & laut..
mungkin rasa syg pada dungun masih kuat..eheh..

lot's of xtvts dat we have plan..
hopefully everything will be smooth n silky..
n meet ms.yan expectation..
penting tu markah beb!
eheh..sangat keduniaan aku nih..

wah..adakah aku sdg mndgr bunyi hempasan ombak..?
jap..jap..
(oh..setelah diteliti.. bukan ye..rupenyer bunyi mesin basuh mak aku..
die basuh kain rupenyer..ihik..)

UPIN IPIN

2009-02-15T15:58:00.003+08:00

demam upin ipin melanda dunia la...

x tau la dunia korg, tp yg pasti aku sgt2 suke citer tu..

giler rmai..da la asyik full house je..

dr pg smpai mid nite..

fuh..but at last bjaye gak aku mmbeli tket..

usaha tangga kjayaan kan..

tp kalo malas leh tangga bgerak a.k.a escalator..

huhuhu..

i think dis is the best Malay film yg aku pnah tgk...

x rugi duet aku..

n i wan 2 see it again..

so cute la watak2 die..

mmg bijak pgarah die market bnda 2..

seiring ngan pkmbangan tknologi dunia ni..

3d animation yg sungguh cumil...!

to those dat haven't watch dat film..

wat r u waiting 4...?

aku berani jamin best sgt..!

wah..promote tu..

well, word-of-mouth is the most powerful marketing tool kan?

ehehhehehe..

hmmm...

2009-02-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

i missing my mom..

my home...eheh..

rasenyer dis wik pon x dpt blek..

n nex wik will be a modul..which means, x dpt balek gak..

ciss...homesick lak aku nih..

time blaja kat dgun dlu, x de lak cmni..

ahahahahah.. (>_<)

ceMas kuaSa dUa

2009-01-31T21:11:00.006+08:00

petang khamis yg lalu, aku pulang ke kampung..dalam pjalanan tsebut, ujan pulak turun.. dan berduyun2lah mamat2 moto benti di tepi jln,dbawah jmbatan utk bteduh..

memang la kna benti tepi jln kan..kang benti tgh2, menempah maut pulak..tapi, bleh lak tempah2 maut ni ekh.. ingatkan gi restoren or kedai mamak jek leh order2 ni.. dan aku agak empati melihat mereka.. ye, sungguh murni hati ku..huhu..

kemudian, ujan yg turun makin lebat mencurah2..aku agak risau bile memandu dlm keadaan begini.. nsib baik ayahanda aku yg drive mase tu.. dan oleh kerana aku tidak dpt melihat kereta dihadapan, tepi dan blakang dengan jelas.. tidak lupe juga kereta di seberang jln sane.. dan tidak lupe juga kereta yg benti di RnR..

make aku pun men'suggest' pade ayahanda ku utk mmasang lampu hazard utk kselamatan.. ye..aku tahu..itu bkanlah lgkah yg tbaik.. malah tdk penah diajar ketika mengambil lesen dulu.. tp ntah knape aku bleh mngeluarkan pndpt bernas tsebut..

lalu, tiba2 adikku yg lelaki bsOre.. berikut merupakan dialog kami...

Adik lelaki aku (ALA): eh, mne bleh psg lmpu hazard.. salah la..
Aku : yela..da hujan lebat.. nnti keta len x nmpak kite..bleh mnyebabkan
kemalangan.. (dgn pnoh konpiden aku mnjawab)
ALA : mne ko blaja ni.. kalo ujan psg lmpu jela.. lmpu hazard tu utk
kecemasan jer..
(tetibe, time tu gak, dj dr stesen yg x dpt dnyatakan d sini, mncapap je nk wat pengumuman or pnckapan..or wat so eva la bnda alah tu pun..)
DJ : ....sekiranya anda sdg mmandu, hati2 djalan raye..psgkan lmpu kereta
anda, dan bukannya lampu hazard......)
adik lelaki aku sudah memandang aku dgn wajah kerek nyer.. nyampah!
Aku : yela..psg lmpu hazard sebab tu kan lmpu kecemasan... so, tgh cemas la
ni.. nnti org len bg kite laluan..
masih x mahu mgalah.. wlaupun tlinga da panas.. malu..huhu
Aku : ha, tgk..tgk..org tu psg..musti die tgh cemas..
ALA : yg tu, keta tu..? (merujuk kpd kete putih yg memasang lampu hazard dn
mmndu hmpir2 memasuki lane kecemasan..)
Aku : tu die 2 kali cemas la tu.. so, die tgh cecemas..

dan spanjang pjalan utk smpai ke rumah nenda ku, kami bermusyawarah dan bdebat mngenai perihal cecemas tersebut.. ngux! err..tp mmg x leh ke ah..?

lesen terbang!

2009-01-29T14:22:00.003+08:00

aku mencik kalo driver(kereta la..mksud aku..) bawak kete sesuke ati die jer..
x nmpak ke traffic lite tu merah.. da 2..? x reti2 nk benti ke..?

dah tu, kat petak kuning kan x leh benti..x bleh! so, yg ko pi benti tu watpe? kan da memblok jln org len.. cmne la ko leh dpt lesen ni..?
lesen terbang ke ah..?

bukan la nk kate aku ni pemandu yg sgt bhemat..tidak.. tp tgk la mase gak..time tgh jem, byk kete.. time tu la die nk tnjuk hero die.. huh..!
tmbah2 lak ngan cuaca ygpanas sbentar tadi.. mmbuatkan aku jadi hot je.. bukan hot yg digilai ramai 2 ye.. bukan.. ni hot yg hot la.. hot.. kalo cuaca tu panas.. atau chaud.. il fait chaud.. it is hot.. ha.. 2 mrujuk pada weather.. ni prasaan hot.. mcm hot fm.. kami x cOol..kami hot.. eh tu ke tagline dorg..

lantak ah~~

..analisis tnpa faedah..

2009-01-27T15:06:00.004+08:00

entah knape..aku gedix2 nk wat bnda ni.. adakah kerana mase yg terluang ni mndorong aku wat bnda x bpaedah ni..? paedah ye..bukan saedah..tu opah aku.. eheh~

byk sgt la mase aku ni..padahal keje melambak..tu journal kat atas mje tu tggu mase je nk kna bace.. buku marketing tu pun dr smalam aku x sntuh.. nsib bek die bkn laki aku, kalo x, da kna laknat ngan malaikat da aku..wahahahahahahhahahah...

anyway..meh kite tgk n interpret data kat bwh ni.. fulamak..cm dlm class data analysis lak aku.. musti miss isnewati bangga dpt anak murid cmni.. mgaplikasikan sbjek dlm khidupan harian..walaupunn.. pd bnda2 x bpaedah cmni..

These are the top 40 careers (of 298) that match your color signature.

1. PAINTERS AND PAPER HANGERS	2
2. MARKETING, ADVERTISING, and PUBLIC RELATIONS	4
3. REAL ESTATE	6
4. PUBLIC ADMINISTRATION	8
5. INSURANCE AND RISK MANAGEMENT	8
6. WHOLESALE AND RETAIL BUYERS	12
7. REAL ESTATE AGENTS AND BROKERS	14
8. CULINARY ARTS (chef and cook)	20
9. DERMATOLOGIST - concerned with the physiology and pathology of the skin	20
10. RESTAURANT AND FOOD SERVICE MANAGERS	20
11. ORGANIZATIONAL BEHAVIOR	24
12. INTERIOR DESIGN	28
13. ADVERTISING - The activity of attracting public attention to a product.	28
14. CONTRACT MANAGEMENT AND PROCUREMENT / PURCHASING	28
15. AREA AND ETHNIC STUDIES	32
16. RADIO / TELEVISION BROADCASTING	32
17. RELIGIOUS EDUCATION	34
18. BARBERS - help people look neat and well-groomed	34
19. ITALIAN LANGUAGE	34
20. RETAILING AND SALES	42
21. TEXTILES AND CLOTHING	42
22. APPLIED DESIGN / CRAFTS ( e.g. ceramics glass and jewelry)	44
23. FASHION MERCHANDISING	46
24. VISUAL AND PERFORMING ARTS	48
25. PURCHASING AGENTS AND MANAGERS	54
26. FASHION DESIGN	56
27. EDUCATION ADMINISTRATION	56
28. RESERVATION AND TRANSPORTATION TICKET AGENTS AND TRAVEL CLERKS	58
29. DENTAL LABORATORY TECHNICIANS	60
30. REPORTERS AND CORRESPONDENTS	60
31. PERSONNEL MANAGEMENT	60
32. TELEPHONE OPERATORS	60
33. HOTEL / MOTEL / RESTAURANT MANAGEMENT	60
34. PUBLIC RELATIONS	66
35. ART EDUCATION	66
36. INDIVIDUAL AND FAMILY DEVELOPMENT	66
37. PHOTOGRAPHY	66
38. JEWELERS	66
39. ADULT AND CONTINUING EDUCATION	68
40. DRAMATIC ARTS	72

1. painter n paper hangers - Painters and paperhangers sometimes work with materials that are hazardous or toxic, such as when they are required to remove lead-based paints. In the most dangerous situations, painters work in a sealed self-contained suit to prevent inhalation of or contact with hazardous materials.

>>> ngerkk..cm x sesuai je aku ngan keje ni.. nk cat tembok pagar umah mase time raye pun aku asyik ngelat je..huhuhu..

2. marketing, advertising & public relations

>>> wah..ni mmg ade kna mengena gak dlm kos aku skang.. n aku pun minat sbjek marketing.. minat je..tp x pandai pun.. =(

3. real estate??

>>> of coz, a big NO!

4. public administration - can be broadly described as the development, implementation and study of branches of government policy. The pursuit of the public good by enhancing civil society and social justice is the ultimate goal of the field.

>>> err..yg bkenaan gov. policy ni yg aku maleh ni..

5. insurance n risk mgt

>>> risk management?? cm ade dlm plan of study aku je.. jap2..aku usha.. ha yelah.. nx sem aku amek..

6. wholesale n retail buyers

>>> ermm.. nape rajin sgt aku jumpe phrase ni ah?? dlm sbjek tourism ade..mktg jgn ckp la.. jodoh kuat la tu..huhu..

7. real estate agent n brokers

>>> ish.. kan da kate x ske.. tp agak2 nyer kayes x kalo aku keje ni ekh..?

8. culinary arts (chef and cook)

>>> inilah the one n only job that i really familiar with.. i like working in da ktchn otel.. love dat buzyness, dat pressure.. but, unfortunately, i won't work in dis field, insyaAllah.. jdik chep kat umah pun da memadai..eheh~
tetibe aku rase windu kat tmpat pektikel aku dulu.. ke aku windu kat org2 nyer tu... opss.. telebih suda.. (><)

9. Dermatologist - concerned with the physiology and pathology of the skin

>>> haha.. jauh menyimpang tol.. result spm for bio pun malu2 kambeng jek.. ade ati nk jadik doctor..wakakaki..

10. restaurant n food svice managers

>>> well..well..ade potensi ni.. mmg sgt2 related to my present stadi nih.. agak2, bonda ku izinkan x aku kje ni eh..?

jom kite tros lompat pade no.16..

16. radio/tv broadcasting

>>> wah..glemer siyot kalo kja dlm bdang ni..? tp cm x de talent jer aku..huhu

19. Italian languange

>>> must b related to da languange, rite..? err.. mandarin@french language leh x?? tu je yg aku tahu n penah blaja.. bounjour..comment allez-vous? =P

28. reservation and transportation ticket agents and travel clerks

>>> tringat aku pd sbjek killer part3.. computerised fares & ticketing.. could i be a good tcket n travel agent?? tp, kalo nk jadik lcturer sbjek tupun bes gak.. cume x mo mrh2 n garang cm anak mahdzar..huhu.. maap puan..saye kutuk puan..

33. hotel/ motel/ restaurant management

>>> ahaa..bes la test ni.. mmg agak related la..bgus2.. tp, kja otel ni x de life.. kang aku jadik andalusia, guane? waaaAa.. x mo la..

tp..walau ape2 pun.. x kire kja ape.. asalkan halal.. dan kite sntiase bsmangat n iklas dlm keje kite.. jd..renung2 kan dan slamat beramal.. eh..ape kes aku ni.. da terikut prof.izzi lak..
eheh~

studentz life! kononnyer...

2009-01-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

hmm.. da stat cuti da nmpaknyer.. poyo jer mid-sem break.. pdahal bukannyer btol2 mid-sem pun.. baru jek msuk dis sem, da cuti.. buku pun lom smpat abih bli lg.. cet.. bli la sgt.. huhu..

rase cm x bes la cuti nih.. asgment melambak, jgn ckp ar.. T&T, marketing, event.. etc..etc.. adoih hai.. keje byk, tp aku cm blur nk mula dr mane.. las2 aku mulakan dgn bismillah je.. tp still x siap2 gak..ahaha..journal carik bjam2, tp yg dptnyer dua tiga bijik je.. then yg psl landscape ni pun x setel lagik.. nex wik, lcturer yg gatal tu msti tnye punyer de progress..gosh!

tu blom cmpur lgik ngan proposal kitorg yg blom tntu lagi apprOve.. ish, bile mngingatkan psl proposal yg da 3 kali kna reject tuh, ni yg wat aku nyampah kat anak pakcik salleh nih.. da la check bukan men lagi..satu persatu.. siap dgn tatabahasa, penggunaan ayat, perkataan, all those stupid things la.. cm cikgu BM pun ade gak die.. aku rase die leh apply jadik lecture tourism gak la.. nsib bek la die nye tone sore tu lmbut je aku dgr.. kalo x pns gak ati aku ni.. eheh~

ni bonda tersayang aku ni da plan nk balik kg lak..adoih hai..kompom la kje aku x jln ni kalo balik kg.. kang kalo tggal kang, x bes la plak.. nk ikot gak.. untung2 leh pau bondaku bli bnda2 yg x bfaedah..huhu.. anak solehah btol aku nih... (>_<)

yuhuuu....

2009-01-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

salam...
wat pertama-tama nyer, atau dlm bhs kampong,
first n foremost, aku nk mnyatakan rase trime kasih pada mak, ayah dan ahli keluarga aku..
perghh..! cam baru pas trime anugerah plak aku..
anyway, akhirnye aku bkecimpung gak dlm arena pem'blog'an ni..
slalu tringin nk wat..konon2 nk lebih meng'i.t'kan diri aku nih..huhu
kire da celik i.t ke kalo aku ade blog ni..? aku pun x phm..
lantak ah..eheh~